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    The old Gods of Valyria were furious when Lucerys Velaryon fell into his death at the Shipbreaker Bay. To prevent the impending doom, the Gods again sent their children with their memories intact.

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    This is a story about Queen Rhaenyra's reign and the road leading to it from the eyes of the children of the Old Gods of Valyria.

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    Beomgyu has a propensity for ruining everything good in his life. He tells himself he’s just beating it to the punch. Kill it before it kills you, right? But as soon as Yeonjun leaves, he wants him to come back. He’s never, ever wanted Yeonjun gone, and yet he can’t stop pushing when he means to say I need you.

    It wasn’t always like this. He wants to go back. Back to late nights and cramming in a twin-sized bed and fearing the future instead of living it. It wasn’t always like this.

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    “When whatever you’re running from catches up to you again,” the boy says, interrupting Beomgyu’s motion of putting his headphones back on. “Just come back here.”

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    My favourite. Absolute art. The pace of the story, the characters' building, the emotions, the dialogues are perfection. I'm pretty sure at some point I had to stop reading this just to admire hos beautifully written this was. I Listened to these songs while reading this: Take me to church and Like real people do by Hozier, Nothing by Bruno Major, Savior complex by Phoebe Bridger.

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    For Beomgyu,
    There was a life before Choi Yeonjun.
    And there was a life after Choi Yeonjun.
    It all changed the moment he met Yeonjun.

    Or; Beomgyu had loved Yeonjun with everything in him but Yeonjun had been too proud to allow himself the opportunity to love, until he does. Where Choi Beomgyu fell first, but Choi Yeonjun fell harder.

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  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    In an ideal world, Choi Yeonjun would have everything he wants. Recognition, talent, certainty.

    But the stage is far, far from ideal. The curtain rises regardless, and Yeonjun finds himself at the center of a performance he never rehearsed: hiding a sprained ankle weeks before the comeback release, pretending the pain in his chest is just exhaustion, and trying not to fall apart every time Beomgyu looks at him like he's something worth seeing.

    Some roles you choose. Others choose you. And Choi Yeonjun is about to learn that the hardest act isn't 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨—it's loving someone you can't even hope to have.

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  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Okay, I wanna go home,” Beomgyu says, removing himself from where they had caged him in between their bodies again, panting slightly and looking at both of them.

    Soobin and Yeonjun look at him and then at each other.

    “Uhm… Who are you taking home?” Soobin asks, hesitating.

    “Both?”

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    Beomgyu has always been greedy, wanting more than he can handle.

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    But now, pinned beneath him, breathless and aching, Soobin looks into Yeonjun’s eyes and sees something too familiar. It’s the same wild spark Yeonjun gets whenever he argues with Beomgyu, too intense, too feral, too charged. That unreadable look that always flashes across Yeonjun’s face when Beomgyu annoys him doesn’t seem to be just rage– no, it's clearly something more tangled, a weird mix of frustration and… lust.

    At that, Soobin finally understands that his boyfriend doesn’t just hate Beomgyu– he hates that he wants him.

    Once Soobin realises his boyfriend’s hostility towards their beautiful, new roommate is fueled less by anger and more by concealed, smoldering lust, he’s quick to turn the situation to his advantage and have some fun with it.

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