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What If Everything Was Different? by jas4wym
Fandoms: Alive - Saishuu Shinkateki Shounen | Alive: The Final Evolution
04 Aug 2025
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What if people didn’t assume things based on how we look?
Or what if they didn’t judge you based on first impressions at all?What if we weren’t bound to the life others assume we’re destined to live… the fate they assume will be inevitable, based on what little they know of us?
What if we got second chances?
What if things could change?
What if everything was different?
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“So what? You want to be in a horrible enactment of Hamilton or something.”
Chuuya did chuck the empty glass. Dazai muttered something incoherent while rubbing his forehead.
“Don’t you fucking listen?!" He yelled, "They want an original story.”
“I really don’t see what you want from me slug.” He slumped against the wall, resting his head on the white background which was slowly fading color.
“Write the play dumbass!” Dazai’s train of thoughts came to a grinding halt.
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Dazai writes a play and Chuuya acts in it. And ultimately through the entire production process, problematic parents, and self-loathing; they realize that they might belong together.
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Everything Passes But You by milwritescausewhynot
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Apr 2026
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Dazai Osamu is not typically a jealous man.
After all, everything passes. One way or another.
So why the hell does his blood boil watching Nakahara Chuuya skipping around with some random fucking girl?
In which Dazai has no clue why he feels the way he does after seeing his obnoxious partner kissing a girl. As such, pettiness ensues.
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.
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17 Apr 2026
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winter solstice by asthenicore for fyodorsbloodyarm
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Sep 2024
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in the bitterness of winter, loneliness engulfs one.
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- Part 2 of a valse of seasons.
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16 Apr 2026
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For future rereading at 2am for an existential crisis
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Endless Moons I'd Wait For You by MitsukiKomoriX191
Fandoms: Dr. STONE (Anime), Dr. STONE (Manga)
05 May 2026
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Back then, two years ago now… they were juniors then, there had been a string of murders, with the bodies of various girls being found, in the months leading up to when it happened. At the time, they found it a little scary, but never could’ve thought it would affect them. It was the type of thing your thoughts wouldn’t linger on for more than twenty seconds. Until it was Xeno.
The day Xeno went missing, it was like witnessing the whole world slowly crumble around him. And when his body was found five days later, it shattered.
Even after two years, he still loved him. It hurt to think about him. And not a second went by where he didn’t.
Then one day, Stanley woke up in his old bedroom. The date on his alarm clock telling him he had woken up two years in the past. Was this some sort of nightmare? It was impossible… All thoughts scrambling through his brain stilled when the phone on his nightstand lit up, one name displayed on it that almost stopped his breathing.
It was a text from Xeno.
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He had only one mission: protect Xeno at all costs.
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19 Sep 2025
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Xeno gets killed but then actually he isn't killed because of the power of friendship