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    When he drags the pull-bar down or presses his shins into the pads and lifts his legs, the bunching of his muscles takes his focus. He works each group, on rotation to reduce the risk of injury, like his research has advised, and his body changes.

    One day, hands slam into his back and he doesn't fall. His hands and knees don't scrape the pavement. He catches himself, and resets, turning to face his attacker. When he takes one steady step in their direction, expression neutral, they spook and run. It happens twice more, and the second time he whirls around and shoves them back, pleased when they land hard on their back, gasping.

    He gets in trouble, because of course he does. The teacher calls his parents. He doesn't care.

    They leave him alone after that, and Shane feels strong.

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    This is a story of how Shane Hollander comes to believe he will never find love. How Ilya Rozanov believes he does not deserve love. And how, when they finally meet, they are both proven wrong.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.

    Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His content is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.

    It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    If standing out in the street screaming that he loves Shane Hollander is wrong, Ilya has no desire to be right.

    Shane would prefer he didn’t though, so he can keep quiet. For now.

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    28 May 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    26 May 2026