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    'There was no formal arrangement, nothing that could easily be defined as any recognizable brand of relationship. But Jack learned in the army that sometimes you needed someone to hold. To remind you that you’re human. That there’s someone who cares. Not that either of them would say anything mushy like that. It was basically a business transaction. Sleep in each other’s beds a couple nights a week and in exchange make it to the following week without going off the deep end. Business.'

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    Dr. Abbot starts the day on the edge of the roof, and ends it talking his friend off the same ledge. In the process, he reflects on their strange relationship.

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    Written during season one, as a result some elements are canon divergent.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    After a brutal, grinding shift, Robby comes apart in the quiet safety of your apartment. You refuse to let him disappear into self-loathing.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    We don’t have to-”

    Panic, bright and breathless, surged through every one of Shane’s nerve endings. “No, no, it’s fine, I can do it. I can be good, please, I’m-”

    He registered, distantly, that the sensible part of him had lost out, which was as embarrassing as the sting in his eyes. He had already fucked it up, given the obvious worry all over Ilya’s face as he rushed across the bed to him.

    “I can do it, I- I can do it right this time-”

    “Shane, please look at me.” Ilya’s hands came up to cup Shane’s cheeks, not letting him turn away. “Sweetheart. You have to tell me what’s going through your head right now, okay?”

    Shane knew, with his entire being, that he could ask for reassurance, for a kiss, for the fucking armchair to be taken back to the living room, but the dread from another lifetime was choking out the words, leaving them strangled in his stomach down where it had dropped.

    Shane vs the cuck chair round two (the chair loses)

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    09 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane and Ilya have soft, sweet morning sex.

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    07 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    A year later, Dean’s life looks very different.

    He’s no longer an escort, his evenings smell like motor oil and home-cooked dinners, and Cas is no longer a curious client but his boyfriend. Steady, earnest, and still just as taken with the trust Dean gives him.

    Some things haven’t changed, though.

    They still have their scenes. They still film them. And sometimes, on quiet nights, they watch them back together, not for reassurance, not for doubt, but because it’s something they share.

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    20 Jan 2026