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    Warmth greets Cas in the entryway. He steps out of his shoes, hangs his coat next to Dean’s, and rolls up the sleeves of his flannel. Music drifts in from the kitchen, a little staticky, coming from a discount record player Dean found a few months ago at a thrift store. Over the music, Cas can hear Dean humming along; the first few notes to “Rain Song.”

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    20 Apr 2023

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    Apparently I can't even write a one-shot sex scene without it turning into a 7k slow burn. So... Merry Christmas?

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    "You are a good man, Dean," Cas whispers, his mouth pressed to Dean's heartbeat. "You are so beautiful and good and worthy."

    Dean can't take it.

    "Cas," he says, and it comes out a plea, a prayer, begging. It's just his name, but it's full of the need for affirmation, for validation, for all the things Dean's not allowed to ask for. All the things he never received when he was younger, all the love and attention he doesn't deserve.

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    25 Apr 2023

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    Dean has never understood that Castiel couldn’t stop paying attention to him if he tried. That he has tried, and never once succeeded.

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    27 Apr 2023

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    Somewhere along the way, the lines between friendly touches and blatantly obvious intentions were blurred into nearly synonymous actions. And about a second after that was found to be fact, Castiel confronted him in the middle of the bunker’s kitchen with the casual observation, “you think about me when you masturbate.”

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    27 Apr 2023

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    "Most times when somebody sees their husband in a fucking thong shop they assume he’s cheating on them.”

    Castiel blinks. “But… You’re not cheating on me…”

    “I know I’m not cheating on you.”

    “Which is why I assumed you were buying clothes for Eileen.”

    Dean swears under his breath and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Look- Let’s just- Let’s forget this even happened, okay?” Even though it’s phrased as a question, Castiel understands it as closer to the command that it actually is.

    But Castiel doesn’t want to forget this happened. Something is awkward and lingering in the air between them, in the way that Dean shifts from foot to foot and won’t meet Castiel’s eyes. And if Dean wasn’t shopping for Eileen, and he wasn’t shopping for another woman… The options for who was being shopped for are dwindling by the second.

    Dean’s face is still pink. Castiel’s heart squeezes tight and forces itself up into his sternum.

    “You were… shopping for yourself,” he says lowly.

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    30 Apr 2023