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Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.
Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.
"Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.”
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Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.Bookmarked by imvain
29 Jun 2026
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“You wore this on purpose,” Oliver says. He’s got his hands on Ryan’s hips, fingers already tucking under the waistband of his jeans. Ryan’s belt is undone, buckle hanging open, and his cock is hard beneath his fly.
“Yes,” Ryan agrees, eyes rolling. “I wore clothes on purpose. You’re supposed to do that in public.”
or: Oliver has Big Feelings about Ryan's crop top (yes it's a crop top) after the convention
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03 Jun 2026
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Eddie agrees to go with Buck to a gay bar. To help his friend out, of course!
Except that Eddie ends up hooking up with the guy Buck is interested in. Suddenly, the secret Eddie's been keeping for years isn't a secret any more - and it's about to change Buck and Eddie's relationship for ever.
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31 May 2026
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It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.
“Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”
The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.
“Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”
His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.
or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.
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28 May 2026
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28 Nov 2024
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“I would, you know,” Eddie said, as if Buck wasn’t dying.
“You’d what?” Buck breathed.
“Stay. If you’d asked.”
“I would too,” Buck said, cracked open and exposed. “If you’d asked me to come with you.”
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24 May 2026