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   the cockroach of your heart by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Zane Boodram
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • Cassie Boodram
   • Lisa Hayes
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Gun Violence
   • injuries
   • Established Relationship
   • a one line mention of someone else's suicide
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • gratuitious literature references
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Temporary Character Death
   • it lasts 7 minutes ok

   Summary

   Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.

   If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.

   Series

   • Part 1 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic

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   Bookmarked by immunetoinsanity

   05 Jun 2026

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