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    Ryan exhales, smoke slipping past his lips. “Did it ever touch you?”

    Naim’s stomach churns. He curls towards Ryan, shifting onto his side, as Ryan’s gaze lands on him, piercing. He shakes his head.

    “Good,” Ryan says, lifting the cigarette to his mouth.

    Naim thinks of photobooth pictures, of hot blood trickling down Ryan’s neck, of flame and fear. He presses a soft kiss to Ryan’s side, over his ribs, over the soft cotton of his shirt, and inhales his scent.

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    “Does it ever kiss you?” Ryan asks.

    “What?”

    “It always kisses me,” Ryan whispers, squeezing his tired eyes shut, fingers curling into the fabric of Naim’s shirt, holding on tight. “It knows exactly how you kiss.”

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Over one unforgettable summer spent with his best friends, Yuuji falls in love with the stars, the ocean, and the boy who lights up his whole world.

    It's just that, sometimes, things are more complicated than they seem, and sometimes the stars are not what they appear to be.

    But Yuuji has never been afraid of the unknown. He's just scared of losing what he loves.

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    Yuuji looks around at his friends. They're all so different, but somehow, they fit together. Nobara is loud and boisterous, Maki is calm and collected, Yuuta is sweet and shy, Toge is quiet but witty, and Panda is the big, friendly teddy bear of the group. And then, there's Megumi.

    Megumi is... complicated.

    He's brilliant, but mysterious. He's driven, but guarded. He's passionate, but reserved.

    He's everything and nothing, and Yuuji is endlessly fascinated by him.

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    It’s like this— maybe Megumi has made mistakes in the past, errors in judgement, moved purely on impulse in a way that had a domino effect on Yuuji’s life, dragged him into a world of curses and violence. Maybe if he had the choice to go back, Megumi would be faster, smarter, make better choices and avoid every hospital in Sendai. But he can’t. What’s done is done. What he can do is be there for Yuuji now, when he needs him, so that he’d never have to look over his shoulder and find himself alone.
    Just like he said he would.

    “Okay,” Megumi says, relaxing his hands. He places them on the tabletop in front of him like he’s got nothing to hide, and stares straight ahead at the stove. “If you need help cleaning up your undercut, I can help you trim it. If you want.”

    Yuuji goes maddeningly silent for a moment, long enough for Megumi to regret even offering, until he blurts out a delighted “Really?”


    Two months after Shinjuku, Megumi helps Yuuji cut his hair.

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