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    Shane wasn’t his boyfriend. But for a while it had felt like it. They’d been alone in his house. He’d made them tuna melts and watched TV. They’d cuddled like a real couple. And then he had to go and ruin it. Like he ruins everything. The press won't stop talking about Shane and Rose. He's turning into his mother and for some reason, Scott Hunter is the only one who sees him. And it scares him.

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    Ilya spirals after the tuna melt scene and engages in self-destructive behaviors. Scott Hunter notices and refuses to go away.

     

    *This is a stand alone fic and is not related to the others in the series.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 89

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    We all wondered since we heard the seemingly throw away line from Shane in Episode 4 about someone being a nice guy, but Yuna bullying him for his hand-eye coordination just who that kid was and how he came to be exposed to the Hollanders, especially Yuna.

    My brain decided it was 16 year-old Tyler Wilson, a kid who billeted with the Hollanders during the 2006-2007 hockey season and who was so deeply traumatized by having Yuna Hollander as a billet mom that he accidentally vilified her across North America - please note, he’s justified, he just didn’t mean for it happen.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is not a small fucking guy; he is all muscle, with big, calloused hockey-player hands and eyes nearly pretty enough to disguise the violence hidden in breadth of his shoulders.

    Alexei is impressed.

    Not a bad get, for someone fished out of a pool of hockey men who look like thumbs, their noses like squashed tomatoes and ears like boat sails. If it could not be beautiful, nosy bitch Svetlana, if it has to be a man, if it has to be a hockey player, then rich as God Shane Hollander isn’t the worst Ilyusha could have pulled.

     

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    or Alexei is in deep shit. He can’t get to Ilya, so he tries the next best thing.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Oh, I’m not sure you’re supposed to smoke here,” Hollander said as Ilya grabbed his hand. He had forgotten he was even smoking.
    “Okay,” replied Ilya. With his other hand, he quickly pulled the cigarette from his mouth and let it hang between his fingers. He didn’t let go of Hollander.
    “You’re an awesome player to watch,” Hollander’s eyes shifted to their hands.
    “Yes,” Ilya said.
    There was a silence then, and Hollander withdrew his hand slowly. Ilya’s eyes didn’t leave his cheeks, admiring how his freckles look with a rose tint.
    “Anyways, I should-”
    “Have you eaten?” Ilya interrupted

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    What if Shane and Ilya had each other from the start?

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    24 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya has decided he wants to welcome their last baby at home, so he plans to deliver at the cottage.
    Their little family spends quality time together on what might be their last day as a family of four, while Ilya battles the early stages of labor.

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    Or Ilya finally goes into labor at 40 + weeks and delivers at the cottage like he planned.
    Also enjoy some uber fluffy hollanov family time <3

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    25 Jun 2026