howevernot
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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (19)
- Succession (TV 2018) (6)
- The Pitt (TV) (6)
- True Detective (TV 2014) (4)
- Daredevil (TV) (4)
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Jack’s expecting the person knocking on a Tuesday night to be Mary from next door asking for a cup of sugar. On the way to answer, he decides maybe Mary doesn’t need to see him half naked and snags a shirt from the laundry pile, balancing precariously on one leg as he fights it on. When he opens the door, there’s Robby standing in the darkness of his porch.
“You’re not due back for another 7 weeks,” Jack says.
“Keeping count, are you?” Robby says.
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After getting hurt, Robby seeks Jack out.
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Jack thought, perhaps naively, that once they slept together again it would be easy. He could say what he needed to say with his body and Robby would understand. It worked in the past. Why wouldn't it work now?
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- Part 2 of Night Talk
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Robby is sick but he's sure this time is different. Last time was a big deal but he's just under the weather. There's no need for everyone to get so worked up and there's certainly no reason that he should have to do a pregnancy test "just to be sure."
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Jack might have accepted his disabilities but that doesn't mean he's at peace with them.
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Jack kissed Robby at a New Year's party in 2021. He thought he was rekindling something between them, but for Robby it's the final nail in their dead relationship.
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A fic that asks, what if instead of running away when Jack kissed him in Blossom in the Dark Robby decided to stay and keep kissing Jack.
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- Part 1 of Night Talk
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2025 Multifandom Kinktober by howevernot
Fandom Disco Elysium (Video Game), Mad Men, Succession (TV 2018), Supernatural (TV 2005), The Pitt (TV), True Detective (TV 2014)
07 Nov 2025
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All prompt fills based on this prompt list. This is a multifandom event. Have fun!
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a series of very loosely connected deancas pwps set in endverse
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An exploration of events after the end of the world.
Title borrowed from a Paul Celan poem.
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"Why would you need to be on PrEP?" Robby asked slowly, suddenly feeling like he was floating outside his body, watching this scene from a distance.
Jack looked at him obviously. "'Cause I'm planning on getting railed and it's the responsible thing to do," he said, like this should be no surprise at all rather than Jack coming out to him. At Robby's silence, Jack narrowed his eyes. "Got a problem with that?"
Robby blinked, slamming back into his body, aware of his elevated heart rate, the sweat prickling along his lower back and at the backs of his knees, making his dress slacks clammy. "Nope," he said, because he didn't. He didn't.
He just...hadn't known, that was all.
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07 Jun 2026
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Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.
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02 Jun 2026
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Jack finds Robby after his shift, presses his house keys into Robby's palm, and says "I better find you there when I get home." Robby is too tired, too numb to argue.
When Robby wakes up, he is no longer numb. He makes that Jack's problem.
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22 May 2026
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Robby calls eight times. Jack answers on the ninth. Somewhere between the Pitt and the roof, something breaks in them again.
This won't fix it. This won't help it. This isn't healthy. And this isn't okay.
But for a few brutal, breathless minutes, it’s enough.
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12 May 2026
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A series of disconnected memories. Robby POV. Pre-canon.
Chronology loose; can be read out of order.- Words:
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04 May 2026