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• Phantom Lord by hhuiop

  Fandoms: Metallica (Band), Megadeth  

  • Not Rated
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  13 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Dave Mustaine/Lars Ulrich
  • Lars Ulrich
  • Dave Mustaine
  • Jason Newsted
  • James Hetfield
  • Kirk Hammett
  • David Ellefson
  • Marty Friedman
  • Self-Harm
  • Eating Disorders
  • Anorexia
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Overdosing
  • Drug Use
  • Abuse
  • uhh idk what else to add here..
  • I'm Bad at Tagging
  • Hospitals
  • Feeding Tubes
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Toxic Relationship

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  48,115

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  358

• The Thing That Should Not Be by hhuiop

  Fandoms: Metallica  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  30 Jul 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Kirk Hammett/James Hetfield
  • Kirk Hammett
  • Cliff Burton
  • Lars Ulrich
  • James Hetfield
  • Self-Harm
  • Bulimia
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Eating Disorders
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Toxic Relationship

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,079

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  29

  Hits:

  265

• Motorbreath by hhuiop

  Fandoms: Metallica  

  • General Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  23 Mar 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • James Hetfield/Dave Mustaine
  • James Hetfield
  • Dave Mustaine
  • Lars Ulrich
  • Cliff Burton
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Eating Disorders
  • How Do I Tag
  • Manipulation
  • Psych Ward
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Character Death

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  25,684

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  26

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  554

• Am I Evil? by hhuiop

  Fandoms: Metallica  

  • Not Rated
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Feb 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Jason Newsted/Lars Ulrich
  • Jason Newsted
  • James Hetfield
  • Lars Ulrich
  • Kirk Hammett
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicide Attempt

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  12,433

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  22

  Hits:

  496

• To Live Is to Die by hhuiop

  Fandoms: Metallica  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  04 Jan 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Jason Newsted
  • Self-Harm
  • Depression
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • lowkey a vent fic

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  487

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  16

  Hits:

  169