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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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05 Jun 2026
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get him back! by flairlies
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?
Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.
+Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa
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- 54,150
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- 8/8
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
09 Apr 2026
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don't it beat a slow dance to death by solitarydreaming
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
18 Sep 2020
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Adam gets trapped in a time loop with a morbid twist and finds an unlikely ally in Ronan Lynch.
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- 15/15
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21 Feb 2026
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fwb by flightspath
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
12 Nov 2022
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“You’re still sleeping with Adam?” she demands, incredulous, and that gets Ronan to look up. “Ronan, you’re an idiot."
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18 Feb 2026
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now even breathing feels alright by orphan_account
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
22 Dec 2018
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His mind was brought back to this Adam and the feel of his hand underneath Ronan’s own. “Hey, man,” Ronan said, all casual, “If you want to retest the theory, I’ll lick your hands for you anytime you want.”
Which was a very weird thing to say, particularly for a—relationship?— that had started barely two weeks ago. Ronan was back to considering suffocating himself with his pillow.
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19 Jan 2026
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He really shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this about his best friend who literally just broke up with his girlfriend, but he knows he’ll blame it on sleepiness in the morning. He always does.
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28 Aug 2025
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"Adam was getting married. When had that happened?
Gansey had failed to mention it. There was a storm brewing inside himself, and he just wished he had been able to try and wrap his head around the idea while an ocean away from it, not facing it across a restaurant table."
Six years has past since Ronan and Adam broke up, leaving on the worst of circumstance. Ronan escaped to Ireland, avoiding his feelings and by doing so, avoids the whole of the Gangsey. After years of begging, Ronan finally visits his friends in New York only to find a gut-wrenching truth: Adam Parrish is getting married. Ensue, a whole heap of pining and Ronan trying his best to become a supportive friend, while facing the unavoidable fact - that he is still in love with Adam.
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- Part 1 of take me home
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04 Jan 2025
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Adam accidentally ends up in Ronan's dream and Ronan is very Ronan about it and Adam is very Adam about it. Gansey is also briefly very Gansey about things.
Alternate summary: Adam has feelings and hyperventilates about it for 9,000 words.
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
16 Dec 2024
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This and This and This by drinkbloodlikewine, whiskeyandspite
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
03 Sep 2015
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Slender calves stretch to the elegant tendons of his heels, feet scarcely touching the ground. He keeps pace alongside his friend, he laughs as if he’s at a saunter, until he’s off again until he reaches the start. Grasping his foot from over his shoulders, he stretches.
Patroclus’ cheeks burn, scalded by envy.
No one's first day of school is ever easy.
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08 Sep 2024
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Achilles did not know how long he dozed, his arms circled protectively around the one thing in the world he had left to care for. He only knew that at some point, the soft flesh beneath his cheek began to warm. He thought nothing of it at first, thinking it was only the heat from his own body reflecting back at him, but he froze when, out of nowhere, the chest he lay against rose beneath him before falling, then rising again.
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20 Aug 2024
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“His name’s Dean," Cas sighs, "And he’s really stupidly attractive, and when he dances, he feels it, you know? And it makes me feel like I know him, even though I don’t. He makes me feel like… like he’s dancing just for me.”
Gabriel rolls his eyes, “Wow, you’re over-dramatic when you’re horny.”
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
06 Mar 2023
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Dean is a waiter in a strip club to put his kid brother through school. Castiel is dragged to the club as a part of his sister Anna's bachelorette party. Dean and Cas hit it off, but Dean thinks Cas is the one marrying Anna.
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
03 Mar 2023
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Patroclus bitterly yet efficiently serves as Crown Prince Achilles' retainer and future Royal Advisor, their friendship long disintegrated into the petty co-dependency it is today. Their lives come to a crashing halt when an engagement journey to Scyros results in a devastating shipwreck, leaving only the two stranded on an island.
Forced together for the sake of survival, both Patroclus and Achilles will find long suppressed emotions rising to the surface- and it turns out, they're stronger than they'd ever thought.
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
28 Feb 2023
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AU. Slow burn.
The real time accounts of Ian visiting Mickey's dingy diner and slowly becoming his friend.
Day 152 (167)Sunday
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- Part 1 of Corner Diner & Broken Bells
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- English
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- 218,480
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- 53/68
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Bookmarked by hellacoiusnightmare
19 Dec 2021
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At nineteen years old, Ian Gallagher’s stuck. Stuck in a minimum-wage job he hates. Stuck in the same boring routine--sleep, wake, work, take your meds, Ian!, try not to lose it day after day after day. But after his little brother introduces him to MICK MILK, a frustratingly hot horror gamer he watches on YouTube, Ian's life will never be the same. ♥️
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- Part 1 of Game Theory
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- 18/18
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29 Oct 2021
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Ian's boss needs a job done; Mickey's temporarily closed for business.
I'd elaborate more, but where's the fun in that.
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21 Mar 2021
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20 Nov 2020
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It's 8AM when Mickey finds out.
"Ian got hit by a car this morning."
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15 Oct 2020
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At the age of 26, Mickey Milkovich gets his first apartment, his first wifi connection, and his first kiss. How he gets from wifi to kissing is a complicated story.
Mickey is socially anxious. Ian is a frustratingly lovable escort working through an app. Mickey downloads said app. The rest is history.
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- Part 1 of Everything With You
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03 May 2020
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16 Dec 2019