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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Here Armand is beneath him, small and thin and malleable, pretty as sunlight as he looks up at Daniel in the dark.

    “Hello?” Armand says, amused, and Daniel should not laugh, should not dare to when his hand is wrapped around Armand’s throat. It escapes him anyway, a breathy sort of chuckle, and Armand smiles at the sound of it.

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Three lost glimpses into the life of Daniel Molloy: 2018, 1996, and 1974.

    He spent most of that year high. He spent the rest of it all different sorts of hungover. Sweating and throwing up, knocking back handfuls of aspirin that didn’t help, staying up all night bouncing off the walls and rambling nonsense into his tape recorder that he played back when he was halfway sober hoping to find a gem of hidden genius and getting confronted with the hallucinating delusions of a coked-up lunatic instead. He sleepwalked and had nightmares. He woke up choking on his own vomit as cold hands forced him over onto his side. This happened more than once. This happened more than twice. He had dreams which weren’t nightmares where he killed himself and then woke up dead with cold and lovely lips against his throat. His days were a haze. His nights were clear crystal color when he wasn’t too high to function; when he was just high enough to be the fun and pliant toy he was supposed to be; when he was sober enough to still get hard for his own personal demon incubus who came and slaughtered whoever he might have tricked into his bed that night as a pitiful offering of human sacrifice to his vengeful hating god.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    “You doing all right?” Daniel asks him.

    Armand blinks. “No,” he says.

    “Most honest you've been with me since I got here,” Daniel says. And then, because it seems like the thing to do, “I can clear out, if you need the place to yourself.”

    “Whatever you prefer.” Armand's lips look chapped. Dehydration? He ate the kid with the sunglasses, but the smear he left took a lot of bleach to scrub away. Maybe Daniel should - “You won't be harmed,” Armand says, “regardless of your decision.”

    “You got served divorce papers so hard it left a crater,” Daniel says, “and you're still poking around in people's heads.”

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    In which Daniel Molloy may be forced to confront some issues.

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    12 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    Nico Rosberg has been living his miserable single life for three years now. He's fine really, yeah he's divorced but who needs a wife when you're gay, right? But then Lewis Hamilton comes crashing back into his life and suddenly he cannot keep himself from spiraling.

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    Lewis and Nico have a lot of unresolved problems. They're gonna be confronted with them now. Oh and Nico has way too many demons from his past haunting him.

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    24 Sep 2025