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Seonghwa wants all of it tonight. They left their blood, sweat and tears on that stage, letting their bodies carry them when they felt themselves falter in the humid heat, and Seonghwa wants the same when it’s just the two of them now, stage makeup still on and product lingering in their hair. He wants the same frantic intensity, the same enormity of feeling, the same passion.
After taking on the biggest stage of their career, Hongjoong and Seonghwa learn something about letting loose and letting go.
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- Part 2 of circadian rhythms
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17 May 2026
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It’s been going on for a while by the time they get caught.
After they split dorms, Hongjoong starts sleeping in Seonghwa's bed from time to time. Neither of them ever mentions it in the light of day.
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- Part 1 of circadian rhythms
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16 May 2026
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The truth is, it’s been a little difficult to be around Hongjoong these past few months. In a way, it’s Seonghwa’s own fault, for wanting things he can’t have and getting his hopes up over and over again, just to have them crushed like a dry, brittle leaf in the palm of his hand, looking as the dust flies away with the wind. He should’ve known, watching the play of light on the waters of Lake Como, that some things weren’t meant to be.
Before the last concert of their North American tour, Seonghwa and Hongjoong spend five days at an upscale villa in Los Angeles. Those five days change everything. It's been a long time coming.
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08 May 2026
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Hongjoong sighs. “I just don’t understand what the big deal is? If it’s not even that good on your own, how good can it be with another person, really?”
This achieves Hongjoong’s goal, at least, in the sense that the entire table goes quiet. Everyone is looking at Hongjoong, who just sits there, her stomach coming up her throat and her chest tight. “What?” she asks defensively.
Wooyoung gapes, her eyes wide. “Wait, unnie… So does that mean—does that mean you’ve never—?”
Hongjoong has a secret. When it comes out, Seonghwa volunteers to help.
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- Part 1 of exothermic
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07 May 2026
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“You could see drinking directly from the source akin to drinking wine", Seonghwa explained. "Most will have a glass here and there, some even every weekend, but it is generally frowned upon to overindulge.”
“And how about you?”
“Me?”
Hongjoong swallowed.
“Are you… fond of a glass of wine?”
Or: Ex-drug addict Hongjoong will do whatever it takes to not let himself or the people he loves fall back into the life they worked hard to escape from.
Vampire Seonghwa has one rule: he does not drink from humans anymore.
They are good at breaking down each other's resolves.
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06 May 2026