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Neil under the sensations of orgasm has a thought of getting pregnant by Andrew, having laughter of some baby resonating through every corner of their home.
This is how he ends up moaning on the spot that he wants to start a family with Andrew, and Andrew knows it's impossible but seeing the desire in Neil's eyes and thinking about the idea of someone as beautiful as Neil made him think.
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Or a story where Neil has a fantasy of pregnancy and starting a family, but only one of those can be possible. This is how they end up in an orphanage, in search of that soul that deserves to be loved.
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But It’s Not Real (And You Don’t Exist) by P234age
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
26 Mar 2026
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Wanting something means acknowledging it can be taken away, but if Neil doesn’t exist, then there’s no harm in admitting Andrew wants more. That he wants anything Neil would be willing to give him, that he wants him to stay.
“I wish you were real,” Andrew says, because why not? Because if Neil isn’t real then the words mean nothing.
Neil takes a breath, and Andrew can hear the smile in it before he sees it. “I am real,” he says, like it’s not even a question.
Andrew can’t help but stare at him. At the way he exists so easily in a world that, by all accounts, does not include him.
He shakes his head once. No, he thinks to himself, you’re not.
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Andrew is convinced the man he met on a rooftop two years ago isn’t real.
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Humanity was for people without metal in their heads. Humanity was for people capable of thick empathy.
Nathaniel was a collaborative project assembled by the most expensive hands imaginable. His greatest fear was that someday, he would find all his fleshy parts replaced entirely by machine. He would look in a mirror and see none of himself.
He had to escape before that happened.
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A Sci-fi fic where Neil is broken and Andrew tries to fix him, but he soon learns he's using the wrong tools.
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After Andrew protects Kevin with his fire kitsune powers backstage at the Kathy Ferdinand show, Riko offers him an impossible choice. Andrew has until the winter banquet to send Kevin back to the Ravens or Riko will tell men who experiment on kitsune that Aaron is one. Either option would mean breaking a promise and sacrificing someone he vowed to protect.
Neil is a nogitsune who ran away with his mother after Riko and Kevin saw him use his powers years ago. Now, Neil is on his own, and has been keeping an eye on Kevin from a distance since Kevin's hand was broken and he moved to PSU.
Andrew has noticed a black fox lurking around PSU, but thought he was hallucinating. He still isn't certain Neil is real when he changes from fox to man in front of Andrew's eyes.
Andrew doesn't trust Neil, but he makes a deal with him out of desperation. If Andrew helps Neil join the team and hide his identity, Neil will find a way to keep Aaron and Kevin both safe come December. But Neil is a tricker for a reason. He has his own agenda. His first priority is to keep himself safe, and he'll flee at the first sign someone recognizes him. His second priority is to keep Kevin Day safe, even at the cost of either twin.
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Neil has been raised to be the witch of the Moriyama pack. It's his destiny. But then his mother takes him and runs, and they end up finding a pack unlike any other. Neil finally has the chance to run with wolves. But it doesn't come without its consequences.
Green Creek au
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- Part 1 of green creek au
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Neil Josten is on the run from his father, grieving his mother's untimely death, when he happens upon a large wolf in the woods. To his surprise, the wolf protects him, unbidden, from his father's men. Neil finds himself drawn to the wolf, in a way he can't quite understand or put words to. When he gets closer though, he has to ask himself, what has he gotten himself into?
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Werewolf AU where the monsters are a pack and Neil is just struggling to survive