gendercrowley
Fandoms
- Our Flag Means Death (TV) (3)
- Merlin (TV) (1)
- Mr. Robot (TV) (1)
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In the end, the decision to stay behind and try his hand at the innkeeper life seemed like the best course of action.
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Ed reflects on all that's happened in season one and two and has a very important conversation with Stede
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- Part 2 of domestic (almost) bliss
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Edward Teach owns Blackbeard's Beach Club in the little beach town of Baybridge. One day, after an intense coastal storm, a mermaid, Stede, washes up into Blackbeard's pool. Stede swam away from home to avoid an arranged marriage & asks Ed for help in proving to his father that love exists, but he only has three days. Ed decides to set him up with the beach club's heartthrob lifeguard. Can Ed help Stede to get this man to fall in love with him, or will Ed's unexpected feelings get in the way?
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if we got married, would that be cool? by gendercrowley
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
01 Feb 2024
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The feeling of knowing that Ed was his, the thought of getting to have this forever was enough to make his heart swell. He never really thought Ed would be a fan of marriage or even want that for them, considering the rocky journey they both had just been on to find and fight for each other. But maybe he was wrong?
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Ed keeps (not so) subtly dropping the topic of marriage into conversation with Stede. Ed thinks he's being slick about it but Stede's not as clueless as he seems.
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- Part 1 of domestic (almost) bliss
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elliot goes back to washington township and runs into someone he never expected to see
aka the emotional tyrelliot reunion i know sam esmail won't give me so i wrote it myself
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Arthur wakes up with a boner and Merlin's a little shit who won't give it a rest
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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16 Jun 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
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- English
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- 20/20
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Bookmarked by gendercrowley
11 May 2026
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Shane stared up at the ceiling. Everything he’d been keeping inside for the last month was threatening to boil over into a ugly mess, and his eyes stung. “I thought that if I could just ignore it, it would go away. I thought that if I gave it more time, I’d keep myself from doing something drastic.”
He rubbed at his face and kept his hands there, a shield to protect him from the weight of the decision he couldn’t keep running from. “It’s been weeks, and I don’t know what to do. I feel sick every time I think about going back, but…” He looked at Ilya and saw the blue eyes there creased with concern, sadness, and that simmering anger at everything that had ever hurt Shane. He sniffed. “I don’t think I’m strong enough to leave. Leaving feels like giving up. But so does staying.”
“No.” Ilya shook his head and shuffled forward so his body was mirroring Shane’s, twin parentheses encompassing their shared years in between worn bodies. “No, my love.”
Or: After the playoffs end for Montreal and Ottawa, Shane has a decision to make. His relationship with the Metros is on thin ice, and it might take a couple Centaurs to break it for good.
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Bookmarked by gendercrowley
04 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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02 May 2026
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Growing Pains by hope_in_the_dark
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
26 May 2024
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Crowley goes to therapy, because he needs it. This is a story of hurt and healing, and eventually finding out what it means to be happy.
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- 11/11
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Bookmarked by gendercrowley
31 Jul 2025