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He knows some people get anxious when they smoke pot. That happens to Ryan on occasion. (He’s tried to tell him it’s not “the weed” that makes him anxious—technically it’s the delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol, but Ryan shrugs and keeps smoking, as if more will reverse the incoming anxiety that leaves him unable to talk.) Brendon doesn’t think that is what is happening at this moment.
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also known as getting so high that your coworker gives you head about it.
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every bender needs a blackout, every gauge needs a top line by fromtermina
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green, Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship
25 Mar 2026
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This is how it will always be, for as long as Gabe and I fuck. He knows it means more to him than it does to me.
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or just one instance of many intoxicated hook-ups with ryan and gabe between the heart rate of a mouse volumes 2 and 3.
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Beach AU. Ryan is in college and spends most of his time sulking. Then he meets someone who makes smoothies by the beach, and maybe he sulks a little less.
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31 May 2026
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It's Ryan's choice to leave, really it is. He just had no idea how bad he'd be at it, is all.
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26 May 2026
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for other meanings of tsunami by Jocondite (jocondite)
Fandoms: Bandom, Panic At The Disco
21 Jun 2007
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On the Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour, Brendon comes up with a brilliant, brilliant plan to get regular orgasms without resorting to the palpitating groupies Zack disapproves of. Sure, he's never thought of himself as gay, but blowjobs know no gender, and if Ryan's willing, why the hell not? The path to true Nirvana is anything but smooth, though, and a lot of bad sex later, Brendon figures a few things out.
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22 May 2026
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Masquerades, double identities, cross-dressing, feuds, duels and pining. (A regency AU.)
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16 May 2026
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i won't leave indentions of me (i won't leave intentionally) by segs
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
08 Sep 2014
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Brendon had asked Ryan why, and Ryan had said, “Because,” and then there was laughter on the other line, not Ryan’s, a girl’s. “It’s my birthday. And I miss you.”
That had been enough.
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10 May 2026