exaltedsam
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"We might," Cas starts slowly, pausing like he's choosing his words. "We might have to kiss."
Dean just stares at him.
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18 Jul 2026
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"Dean, please tell me I didn't spend two hours playing a farm animal concert for a closed carnival so you and Cas could scratch off some kinky, bucket-list item."
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Dean’s always known things were headed this way. He just figured getting dragged under would be cleaner and easier than jumping in feet-first.
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Sam seems really invested in Dean and Cas, and Dean for the life of him can't figure out why. Sam, on the other hand, is just trying to learn how to feel.
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Bookmarked by exaltedsam
16 May 2022
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there’s nothing better than when writers Get sam 🫡
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Inside his cracked chest, his heart is on fire.
Castiel can feel the heat of it licking his fingertips. His throat is full of smoke. Whatever is inside of him is boiling over. It’s odd, he thinks, as it breaks him into pieces and scatters him throughout the air, that he can feel it at all. He’s not meant to feel anything anymore.
He’s meant to be dead.
Bookmarked by exaltedsam
06 Apr 2022
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“He should have known. Death never sticks when it comes to Castiel, but love always has.”
I literally don’t have the words to explain how this made me feel but I am going to be thinking about it for weeks
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“There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.
The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.
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In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.