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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I care about you. But I don’t feel—” Jaehyun hesitated. “Not in the way you’re talking about.”

    “I didn’t tell you because I expected anything.”

    “Are you sure?”

    “No,” Dongmin admitted. “But I’ll live.”

    Jaehyun wanted so badly to say something— anything, but there was nothing he could. Because Dongmin had just handed him his heart, and Jaehyun had nothing to return.

    or

    How Jaehyun falls for Dongmin.

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    One of the first things you realise when you become an idol is that no matter what, you are bound to hear rumours. About yourself. Your members. The company you're in. Even about your own family, if you're really unlucky. It won't matter if you're BTS famous or nugu, rumours will circulate.

    "Even if there's a sliver of truth in it, never believe any headlines."

    Or: Taesan didn't pay attention to rumours. But Jaehyun is getting further away, and whispers spread about their bond. Taesan is forced to face the distance he’s created, and how his silence may have hurt the person he cares about most.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “I just didn’t think it would attract attention.”

    Jungwon freezes, turning slowly to look at him, eyes narrowed and burning with rage. “You didn’t think,” he starts, voice dangerously low and full of ire, “That with everything going on right now, you wouldn’t attract attention by fucking Jay Park in an airport bathroom?”

    “You don’t know for sure that we had sex,” Sunghoon says coolly, eyes flitting over the magazine and quoting one of the subheadings, “Like you said, we’re ‘madly in love’. It could be a very abstinent love affair.”

    or, Sunghoon doesn't break routine for anyone or anything. Enter: two Olympic gold medals, newfound levels of fame, a potentially career-ending injury, and, in the most unexpected twist of all, Jay.

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    18 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Jaehyun fell for the right person at the worst time :p

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    25 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    If he hadn’t run away, would things have gotten the chance to change? He lingers on this thought longer than the others, his fingers tapping a steady rhythm against the floorboard beneath his head. It’s the same tune they’d sing on the porch when days went by slowly.

    If things had changed, how much could that have accomplished, really? They could welcome Sunghoon in, treat him the same way, but they could only get so far. The moon would rise and Sunghoon’s body would ache. The carnal need to feast would turn into the pained desire to hunt. Eventually something would have to give, wouldn’t it?

    But it’s that— that small scintilla of doubt— that keeps his fingers tapping.

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    (The pain of getting turned wears Sunghoon down, but it pales in comparison to the potential of losing his most beloved people.)

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    19 Jun 2025