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it’s not like the birds fall from the sky
when i’m not with you
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have you ever thought that maybe there are people that you don’t get over? by essei
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
28 Aug 2025
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There’s a cold breeze coming in, early spring still, and Meguru loves this apartment. It’s much better than the one he used to share with Isagi for a few years but then again, Meguru was a starving artist back then and Isagi had a shitty job and good thing those years don’t last, right?
Or, Isagi leaves and Bachira stays.
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it's hysterical to think that it's almost a year by essei
Fandoms: 40 Made ni Shitai 10 no Koto | 10 Things I Want to Do Before I Turn 40 (Manga)
16 Apr 2025
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Keishi always blushes when seeing Suzume naked and vulnerable – wanting it so bad he instantly lets go of all the tension on his body –, and he looks at him with such overflowing affection in his eyes, Suzume sometimes thinks it warrants an orgasm just by itself, just like that.
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you called me by essei
Fandoms: 海辺のエトランゼ | Umibe no Étranger | Stranger by the Sea (Manga)
10 Feb 2025
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a look into some of shun’s diary entries
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to have certainty in the transient. encapsulate beauty in something he could manipulate.
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three times kazuya and youichi kiss when they're drunk and one time when they're not 🤠 by essei
Fandom ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
22 Apr 2024
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☾ the universe is constituted of many celestial bodies, each one turning in its axis, inevitably alone. these are stories about the love that blossoms between the sun and the moon.
☀ twitter | tumblr | spotify acc
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✦ eijun, satoru and haruichi; the baseball boyfriends ✦ by essei
Fandom ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
03 Jan 2023
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just eijun, satoru and haruichi being gross boyfriends in love ♡
i am very single and i love domesticity so you can imagine the kind of stress that i am under (i turn it into fics). anyway, hope you'll enjoy this!
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I wouldn't fall for someone I thought couldn't misbehave. But I want you to know that I've had no love like your love
a kuraharu story told slowly, in snipets 🍐
"It's about reassuring somebody upon your returning, comparing all the wonderful things you've experienced and being able to only compare how marvellous it was to this person you're talking to."
(look, it's the best, what we have) 🍑- Words:
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just a bunch of unrelated fics where everybody is in love with hinata shouyou, and really, can you blame them?
written for SweatyShoyoWeek! make sure to check the original post on twitter! also, i'm here on twitter!
day 1: beach shorts | hinapedro
day 2: sunbathing | oihina
day 3: tan lines | kagehina
day 4: festival | oihina
day 5: popsicle | hinapedro
day 6: bikini | hinaguchi
day 7: free prompt | kagehina- Words:
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No matter how many positions of power he takes or how many dangerous jobs he completes, Kuramochi can never quite get a hold on Miyuki.
Bookmarked by essei
17 Jun 2026
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all of this turbulence wasn't forecasted by mzyz
Fandoms: ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
10 Feb 2021
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“i think you should probably go,” youichi told kazuya. “not forever just… for now. for a while.”
“and when’s that supposed to be?”
youichi looked at him for a brief moment; studying his features. memorizing them— the dips and curves of his cheekbones, the hard-set eyes that melted when youichi kissed him. he was a creature of complexities and contradictions, youichi couldn’t help loving him.
“when you’re ready to love me back,” said youichi.
a story told in 4 parts— high school, college, adulthood, and after
Bookmarked by essei
16 Jun 2026
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“there’s a guy,” youichi says, “and his apartment caught on fire so i went to go put it out.”
“well, we are firefighters,” ryousuke replies, dryly, “that’s sort of our job.”
“no,” youichi frowns, eyebrows knitting together, “you don't get it. this was the 4th time this month.”
ryousuke’s lips twitch upwards in a knowing, mischievous grin.
“sounds like he likes you.”
in which kuramochi is a hot firefighter and miyuki has no idea what to do with himself
Bookmarked by essei
15 Jun 2026
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i don't smoke (except for when i'm missing you) by mzyz
Fandoms: ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
26 Apr 2021
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youichi is caught in the middle of eijun and kazuya's love. it's addicting and exhausting.
“we want different things,” kazuya says as youichi lights a cigarette stuck in between his teeth.
youichi doesn’t dignify that statement with a response because he’s seen this song and dance before. he knows how the story will go—they’ll live together for a while, have sex, get drunk, and two months later, kazuya will move back in with eijun.
it’s a relentless cycle, youichi huffs out a cloud of smoke.
Bookmarked by essei
15 Jun 2026
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if you say it with your hands by dandelionclouds for ennoshitoes (sieling_fan)
Fandoms: ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
31 Jul 2022
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The look on Miyuki’s face when he finally turns toward him makes it hard to swallow. There’s a hollowness in his eyes unfamiliar to Youichi; his lips dip down in defeat, as if to say: “Go on, pity me. I won’t fight back.” Youichi realizes that this version of Miyuki—the one who wordlessly hands over his t-shirt—is him with his armor fully removed.
It’s a harrowing sight.
Youichi may have told him to break down after they won; but there’s nothing that could have prepared him for when this moment finally comes.
Miyuki breaks down; Kuramochi is there to help build him back up.
Bookmarked by essei
12 Jun 2026