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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
     
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    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    A 5+1 of Ilya and Shane finding their space together.

    Can't get the puck to the net if you're always skating backwards, too afraid of taking a hit.

    It took them so long to get here and now that they are, they must take the next step -- learn to face other people, emerge from their safe, secluded bubble and let other people in. Push through the fear.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Felix LaPointe is kicked out of his hotel room, and Luca offers for him to hang out in his. They're friends. They're teammates.

    It's totally fine and normal.

    “You can come up to my room, so you don't have to sit here all night,” Luca offers with a nonchalance that is a stark contrast to Felix's obvious chalance.

    Felix blinks once, twice… three times in an attempt to focus his brain.

    “Your room?” Felix asks, mentally cursing himself for the strain in his words.

    Luca nods, smiling almost shyly, “Yeah. We can watch a movie or something.”

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    It’s become a thing. Well, less a thing and more all-consuming. Shane can’t stop thinking about it, when he’s alone, at night, bundled in a hotel room — Ilya’s voice in his ear. On the plane, surrounded by teammates but with his noise-canceling headphones on so — when he closes his eyes, it’s still just Ilya.

    He still sees, running behind his eyelids, Ilya’s text, fucking with him. Taunting him.

    /how many times can you come in an hour?/

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    29 Jun 2026