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    Ever since the first time Ilya gave Shane the reins, it’s only gotten easier to slip into that more submissive space. He likes giving up control, loves wearing the collar, and always feels lighter after he comes apart under Shane’s expert touch. There’s never been a time where he didn’t feel safe with Shane, and all that trust probably explains how he was able to be fucking clicker trained.

    Shane experiments. Ilya is more than happy to let him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The permission was all he needed, bursting forth over Ilya’s chest and clenching hard around his cock and Cliff’s fingers.

    He collapsed down onto Ilya’s chest, half sobbing, as Cliff chuckled and pulled his fingers out. By the time he got back from washing his hands, Ilya was sitting up, Shane empty now but still straddling his lap, head cradled in the crux of his neck.

    Ilya looked up as Cliff walked in and smiled, gesturing him forward. Cliff sat down next to them, hand stroking Shane’s back. He nodded at the question in Ilya’s look.

    “Okay, moy muzh,” Ilya said, pulling Shane’s face up to meet his, “Are you ready now to take both of us?”

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    Shane wants to be DP'd, badly. And Cliff Marlow loves making dreams come true.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    It had become a tradition. The three of them gathered at Ilya's penthouse to drink sweet tea. For Ilya and Svetlana it was nostalgic. Cliff still thought it ridiculous, but kept showing up anyway.

    It looked like Rozanov was paying much more than the usual rate. Shane's checks increased. Assignments with other clients were stopped, because the agency wanted him available whenever Rozanov called.

    Significantly less work for significantly more money. Shane started to look forward to the parties.

    Sometimes Shane sat on Marleau's lap and felt the large hand stroking his side, sliding under his shirt. More often it was Rozanov's lap. Shane leaned into him with his arms hugged around Rozanov’s neck, head resting in the crook of his shoulder. He was the provider and the main client, which meant Shane had to perform neatly.

    Checks continued to grow.

    noncon/dubcon IS between Shane and Ilya within the escort arrangement

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

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    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    An alternative universe where Shane Hollander is on a hockey scholarship at McGill University — the same college med student Ilya Rozanov happens to attend. They have kinky transgender sex and fall in love.

    You can read these as standalone fics, although they take place in chronological order and follow the same characters. The context is just ‘college AU’.

    I write these as a trans guy who also has kinky transgender sex. I wanted to provide my insight on T4T to the HR fandom, as a lot of transgender Hollanov fics were not written by trans people at the time I started writing this AU. We should all have more kinky transgender sex.

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    05 Jun 2026

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