emilywithoutY

Red lipstick kiss on paper.



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    A collection of angsty Steve/Bucky canon-verse drabbles and one-shots, on the theme of surrender.
    Because I like my pain in small, exquisite doses.

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  1. Rec 76

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    Steve is a regular, perfectly reasonable guy. He is not a troublemaker, despite what his friends say. The things that happen to him could happen to literally anyone. I mean, who hasn’t accidentally become a stalker and then caused an international spy agency to implode? 

    Warnings for: Stalking, but the nice kind. May also contain: pictures of cats. 

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    28 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 4

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    You're lying. You're leaving the important parts out again.
    You're ignoring what's happening in the house, you're ignoring the red string
    that's supposed to be
    leading the way,
    time-adherent.

    Of course. That's because all strings
    can be cut, all strings
    can wind up dead ends, all things
    can be taken away, including
    time.

    The string's not red because of the poetry of it all, bub.
    It's red because someone's
    bled all over it.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Doc asked about writing, I said it's going good, she said can I see, I said no it’s a journal it’s private, she said so you haven’t been writing, I said I’ve been writing, she said okay I don’t have to read it just flip through the pages, I didn't say anything, she said that’s what I thought James.
     
    A sporadically maintained journal of wanting to die and not dying anyway, and also how hot it is to move to Louisiana in the summer.

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    01 Jan 2024

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    Grounded
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  5. Rec 99

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    The worst of times, like the best, are always passing away. How’s that for some consolation on the road?

     

    A post-The Falcon and The Winter Soldier Stucky fix-it as part of the all-American road trip, detours included.

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    02 Jan 2024

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    Lost Vocabularies that Might Express (The Memory of These Broken Impressions)
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