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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ruben gives Niall a tattoo.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    RIP - LazyBaker

    Ruben gives Niall a tattoo.

     

    Ruben’s a little meaner with his next few jabs. Steady and gentle set aside like his belt by his knees.

    His shirt. His jeans. His smell. His pants. His socks. His patch of pale skin. His ink. His needle. His hands.

    He digs the needle deeper. Niall rattles on. Apologies falling out with every shuddered exhale. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry. The stain on the front of him growing. Smells him leak even more. Ruben widens his knees on the floor, can feel that churning sensation of heat creeping from the back of his neck down his chest.

    He drops Niall’s shirt to shove his hand inside. Slaps at his stomach. Makes him flinch. Niall’s hands stay on the sink.

    Good, Ruben thinks.

     

    my brain rn: metal pipe sound mp3 (no puedo bajar ni un pensamiento coherente, this is inmaculate to me)

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    In which the hospital scene goes a little differently.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Right Where You Belong - v4mpiremoney

    In which the hospital scene goes a little differently.

     

    me paré a aplaudir cabrones no notes just fucking perfect

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Niall goes to see Ruben the night before his wedding day. Everything escalates from there.

    Or: Ruben crashes Niall's wedding. Niall tries to kill him. There's dancing, yearning, and lots of gay stuff between those two things.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i - bumblebeenna

    Niall goes to see Ruben the night before his wedding day. Everything escalates from there.

    Or: Ruben crashes Niall's wedding. Niall tries to kill him. There's dancing, yearning, and lots of gay stuff between those two things.

     

    "Let's dance," he whispers, "You never taught me how, and my wedding's tomorrow."

    Ruben, who's completely speechless, stares at Niall in confusion.
    "We don't have any music."

    Niall tries to smile. "It doesn't matter. We can imagine it in our heads."

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    He cups Ruben's face with one of his hands when they break apart and Ruben leans into the touch. "It's you who I want, not him," Niall says and his voice cracks. "It will always be you."

    Breathing heavily, Ruben places the softest of kisses on Niall's palm, his eyebrows, the bridge of his nose, the corners of his mouth, his cheeks. Each and every one of the kisses is full of reverence.

    Niall wants to cry.

     

    what if i fuckin sobbed por dios (pero gran final!!!)

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Niall writes to Ruben. Ruben does not write back.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    i am haunted by the letters of your name - evilhagwoman

    Niall writes to Ruben. Ruben does not write back.

     

    At least I don’t have to explain mysterious letters turning up on our doorstep. Maybe it’s better that you never reply.

     

    gutwrenching pero lindo, confirmo que adoro los fics epistolares tho

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    It cost him almost nothing to walk through that door, to let Ruben shut it firmly, to let him entomb them both.

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    31 May 2026

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    victory over the sun (if we hold on there is a victory over the sun) - iskarieot

    It cost him almost nothing to walk through that door, to let Ruben shut it firmly, to let him entomb them both.

     

    Torrential, cascading relief - taking a breath for the first time in years, tasting crystalline air; sharp, cutting, all brine and salt. The sea.

    Purifying, like being cleaved in two; leaving all the rotten, deadened parts of yourself behind. Carrion to feed to the inexhaustible, boundless waves.

    Brutalisation of the self as the final form of freedom.

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    Thinks about diverging lives and changing the past, about rewriting you own story; thinks about their childhood bedroom, the sun and the dust, the look in his eyes, thinks about kissing him there.

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    Thinks about love, and then nothing at all.

     

    💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

    (“Happy ending” OH YEAH SURE FUCK OFF)