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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    "Bear Ilya" this. "Shane with a pussy" that.

    What if Shane was a #healedindividual when it came to food and his body and Ilya gets so hard at the sight of bulking season Shane that he almost passes out? What then?

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    28 Jun 2026

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    28 Jun 2026

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    He gets bottled water for them both from the fridge, watching the kid. Didn’t dry his hair properly after the shower, didn’t even try, and it’s probably made the inside of his hat wet. Kids going to make himself sick. He watches as Shane meanders around his lounge, reading book spines, looking at the pictures. Ilya likes his apartment, but he wonders what it looks like through Shane’s eyes. He wonders vaguely if Shane likes it.

    Ilya just leans against the kitchen counter, waiting.

    The kid stops in frontthat picture, his head tilted as he studies it. Frowns at the Boston team. Frowns at the team posing on the ice, the cup front and center. Sees it on the kids face when he turns, a look of dawning comprehension on his face, “Ilya. Ilya Rozanov?”

    Ilya lets it happen, just nods, pretends like that other life was nothing to do with him.

    “I...I’ve seen you play. Used to go to games sometimes, with my Mom, when I was a kid. She wanted me to be a hockey player, when I was young,” Shane shrugs, “wasn’t for me though too...aggressive.”

    Ilya raises an eyebrow, gesturing with his water, “and you so small. You would get killed.”

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    27 Jun 2026

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    A Hollanov retirement fic in which Shane has an eating disorder, autism, and wildly complex emotions around weight.
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    Shane’s heart dropped out of his chest when he saw that his abs were covered in a layer of soft fat. He couldn’t believe that he hadn’t noticed just how chubby he had gotten. The subtle tightness of his clothing was completely foreign to him, despite knowing that this problem must have been mounting for months. Since they retired and started coaching, they had both been busy, less strict about exercise, although they both still worked out pretty regularly. His eating habits had gotten less strict since he wasn’t a professional athlete anymore, but he hadn’t been eating unhealthily. At least he hadn’t thought so.

     

    Still staring at himself shirtless in the mirror, Shane had an even more horrifying thought. Ilya had seen him like this, had been seeing him like this, for God knows how long. He’d watched Shane’s abs disappear. He’d fucked him like this. He had judged every inch of his body and never said a word. Shane could barely breathe as he put his shirt on, changing his plans for the day and heading for the gym.

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