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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    Ivan wakes up in a grass field full of red flowers. The air is warm and dry, and Ivan breathes it in, the ghost of rain still running down his face and the image of Till’s shocked face smeared in his vision. A beautiful blue sky looms overhead.

    On his left, a boy with gray hair lays beside him, fast asleep. Ivan thinks surely even death could not be this cruel. Ivan swallows as he skims his fingers over the boy’s face.

    “Till.” He says, too softly for anyone to hear.

    Till stirs, his eyelids twitch, but he doesn’t wake.

    Ah.

    Ivan wonders which part of this is the bad dream.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    Till takes in a shaky breath, and the physical absence of a familiar weight on his shoulders throbs like an open wound in the hollow space between his lungs.

    It’s always been Ivan’s role, to chase after Till until he got too tired to run away, constantly orbiting around him, unbearably close. Till’s fingers feel numb all of a sudden, the screen of his phone darkens under his turbulent gaze—his legs tremble, just slightly. But he’s getting quite tired of running in circles.

    Before the fear can get the better of him, Till taps on the keyboard and hits send.

    ‘hey, r u coming back home for the break?’

    Every chase must eventually reach its end. The question is: what do you want its ending to be?

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    “You’re the token straight of our friend group,” Mizi says with immense pity, as though this is a terrible burden to be bestowed upon Till and Till alone.

    “Since when was I the token straight?” Till complains. “What about Ivan?”

    The table goes silent.

    “Till,” Mizi says to him with the utmost sincerity. “You know Ivan is into men right?”

    “...What.”

    “Oh my god,” Sua groans, “he didn’t know.”

     

    OR:
    Till tries to get Ivan to come out to him. This goes as well as you would expect.

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  4. Rec 28

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    With the green-yellow flicker of one meteor, Ivan catches a glimpse of his past and stops dead. His arm yanks Till back who turns around immediately in confusion. The vibrant, clear light of that star. The roof he ran to before eventually being captured.

    The alien that night suspended him over open air as payback for running. For having the audacity to flee like a startled rabbit. Ivan’s palms are itchy and jittery in Till’s soft grip. It is more than Ivan can bear.

    Wherein Ivan is the feral problem child from the streets and Till is the quiet bleeding heart. When two doomed boys are inverted, does it actually change a thing? Ivantill swap AU

    [Title songs inside]

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    21 May 2026

  5. Rec 10

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    Mizi is Till’s collar; the leash pulled taught dragging him back into Anakt Garden. But if he had to name Ivan something, it would definitely be the brand upon his neck.

    [Title Song]

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