drawl
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“I think other people are supposed to have belly buttons, but not me,” Hyunjin exclaimed, as if that was a completely normal and not-insane thing to say.
Hyunjin is feeling a bit insecure today. Changbin helps.
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It’s not that he wants to die: it’s that he doesn’t want to exist—or at least not as a corporeal being. He thinks it would be nice to be a cloud, maybe a blanket of fog over a still lake in Scotland or a lily pad in Monet’s pond in Giverny.
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there's an animal that lives inside of chan. the only safe place to release it is with felix, of course. who else?
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19 Jun 2026
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“Thinking of you spending Christmas with him, it made me—” Chan cuts himself off, shaking his head. “But now? You and I will have never spent a Christmas apart since we met.”
And that makes Felix so happy that it almost hurts. So he should leave it. Leave it at almost pain for both their sakes. But the thought of this pain feels good. Like the pain from a spanking, or being slapped across the face. Knowing his Sir sees only him.
Maybe that’s what makes him ask later, after dinner is long eaten, and this year’s pavlova declared a success, lying across his Sir’s knee in the glow of the Christmas tree, as Chris warms his bare ass with one languid palm.
“Sir…thinking of me spending Christmas with him made you — what?”
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Chan and Felix spent the week until Christmas making up for lost time, and dealing with the assorted aftermath of speedrunning the start of their official romantic relationship.
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- Part 9 of Hit List Escorts AU
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18 Jun 2026
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Minho might be a part-time Cupid, but that did not mean he was in the mood for love.
He had neither the time, the desire or the want to fall in love. And, in all honesty, he preferred spending his days running after Chan, invisible and with his bow ready to shoot people with his arrows of love left and right. It was entertaining, and he got to enjoy the wonderful view that was Bang Chan going about his day.
It was an immaculate view. Especially from behind.
Or, 5 times where Minho is supposed to make people fall in love with Chan, and one time where Minho is the one falling in love with him
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18 Jun 2026
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“And you would trust me with this ruse?” Chan asked, eyes unyielding as he held Minho’s gaze. “You would allow me to court you fully and truly?”
“I don’t see why not,” Minho smiled, daringly holding Chan’s gaze. “This is only for the sake of restoring our reputation and as my dearest friend you should be able to keep your hands to yourself, right?”
“Of course,” Chan said, smiling down at Minho. “I have excellent self control.”
Or, in an attempt to restore both of their ruined reputations, Minho proposes the idea to Chan that they should fake court, but the arrangement is far from pure; Minho plans on making Chan fall in love with him and he will do everything to make the alpha his.
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- Part 1 of The Season of Us
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17 Jun 2026
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“You say that you once held me in high regard,” Chan said, his throat feeling tight as he spoke. “Do you no longer consider me a friend?”
Minho looked at him startled, as if he hadn’t expected Chan to pick out that part of his words and focus on. His lips parted in surprise and Chan wished he didn’t have as much restraint as he had so he could steal Minho away and make him his, but he could never do something like that.
His self-control was too excellent.
Or, shame has permeated Chan’s existence and all of it has to do with how much he longs for his childhood friend. Minho deserves only the best, however Chan can’t give him anything but the worst.
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- Part 2 of The Season of Us
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17 Jun 2026