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    aiku: @sendou

     

    sendou: fk u want

     

    aiku: i just wanna say that.... u r rlly beautiful and i would deadass fight 3 lions in a disabled mcdonalds bathroom with my eyes blinded and my hands tied behind my back with my only weapon being a banana peel just to get a chance to take u out yknow

    done with this... might come back..

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    He drops the twin sticks and their emboldened win into the ocean like he has done dozens of times before. Even when he kept winning, Rin couldn’t help but feel like he was losing.

    Maybe Sae was right, and he had wasted all his luck on measly, stupid things.

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Everyones’ allowed to have their own vices, but it doesn’t mean they have to have ‘em forever.”

    4 times Rin engages in destructive behaviours, 1 time Sae finds out.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    After the U-20 match, Rin Itoshi finds himself spiraling deeper into despair. Sae has returned home, but his presence only sharpens the ache of distance between them. When Rin’s silent suffering finally cracks in front of his brother, he is left clinging to a fragile moment he doesn’t believe is real—and fears will never come again.

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    The first time it happened was when Rin scraped his knee on a rock while walking back home. Sae had immediately gone to his side to tend to the bleeding wound, but Rin couldn't help but think that the blood — he rarely, barely, saw blood — looked like his brother's hair if it darkened by a few shades.

    He decided, right there and then, whilst Sae helped him limp back home, that blood was something interesting.

    He should have paid more attention to the road in front of him.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    I WANT MORE NO FUCKING FAIR. best fic on self harm and mental health that ive ever read and i need a part two ??? i love how this portrays self harm, the need to do it, and how once you start you cant stop. i need more of this fic it's so gooddddd <33