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    "All I want," Shane tells him, voice so low it's barely more than a whisper, "is to grow old and gray with you. You don’t get to take that away from me."

    "What if I'm never fixed," Ilya protests. "I stay like that. Don’t get better."

    "You will," and his lover makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov. If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, do you understand ?"

    No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.

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    or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.

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    This story is told in 4 parts to be released twice weekly if I can hold off that long since it is completed and I am just still editing.

    Part One - The Seduction of Sam Winchester
    Part Two - The Seduction of John Winchester
    Part Three – The Next Step
    Part Four – In The Aftermath of The Seduction of Dean Winchester

    Dean is obsessed with his little brother and does some dark things to gaslight him into a relationship but when John becomes an issue he comes up with a few different plans to deal with him resulting in a sort of love triangle that has a hell of a lot of sex involved. Starts with Sam at 14/Dean at 18 and goes on for years as the relationships develop and grow.

    Please heed the warnings they are not a joke. I hadn't written anything like this before this one, not only for the amount of porn or the non con there is some violence herein. Before this I had barely even read John/Dean let alone thought of writing it and a major chunk of this fic is them. But this thing grabbed me tight and sucked me down to perdition. But even with that said I still think of it as a romance and hope it reads that way.

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    Fill for this prompt: I specifically adore the calm creepiness of the Allistair (Chris H?) in OTHOAP. Any circumstance anon prefers but would like some cross over conditioning from Hell in which Allistair orders Dean to ride him and Dean does. Dean is reluctant, enjoying it against his will as Allistair alternately taunts and praises him.

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