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    He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
    “Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.

    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    The thing is, the thing is: Shane doesn't know him, doesn't want to know him, not really, and that makes Ilya think he could stay here, Shane in his arms and impersonal hotel sheets stuck to his sweat-slicked skin, forever and ever. Or, at least, until Shane gets fidgety, like he always gets, and bolts at half past midnight, leaving Ilya to fondle his sticky dick and be what he's best at being, which is being alone while surrounded by people.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    On the way home from dropping Sveta off at the airport, Ilya thinks about killing himself.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Post-S1. Shane wants to come without anyone touching him. Ilya wants to help.

    Or: Ilya tries to take on Shane's tendency to deprive himself by using ancient Chinese military strategy.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov sends photos constantly. His chest, his abs, his dick. He never runs out of material.

    That makes sense, Shane thinks. He’s probably sending those photos to a bunch of girls. What is Shane thinking? That Rozanov is getting hard in a hotel room thinking of him? He probably took those photos months ago. He probably has a whole gallery ready to send to all the other girls on his roster.

    Not other girls, Shane corrects himself. Just girls. It’s not like Shane’s one of them.

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    22 Jun 2026