destinyclouds
Fandoms
- NCT (Band) (2)
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
Riku always hoped if he contorted himself one way and bent the other that Yushi would see him for what he is, his boyfriend who so desperately yearns for his love, his validation.
But every move in what Riku thought was in Yushi's favour, only pushed the younger back further.
Trapping him.
Suffocating him.
"We were never going to work."
alt; riku confronts yushi on how he never wears their bracelet anymore, yushi tries to reassure him that he's just scared of it breaking. the reality? the bracelet wasn't what was breaking.
-
Tags
Summary
Riku is a tattoo artist, a chain smoker, and utterly terrified of facing his own anxiety. Yushi just wants him to look after himself but watching Riku self-sabotage leaves him sleepless and scared.
After a sleepless night and a broken mug, morning finds Riku on the balcony, cigarettes in hand, and Yushi at the edge of panic. Words are whispered, bites are taken, and fragile trust is built in quiet, careful moments.
Love isn’t always grand gestures it’s the small, shaky steps forward, holding each other through fear, guilt, and ash-stained mornings.
Warnings:
ED behaviours [specifically anoreixa+bulimia], self-harm, references to suicide.
Heavy themed chapters will have TWs in top notes.
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Sion is used to being in the ring and having padded gloves in his hands. He's used to hitting and then winning. He just can't get used to Daeyoung, even if the other offers him all of that and then some more.
Bookmarked by destinyclouds
09 Mar 2026