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    - Explicit: Non-Specific
    - Sexual content, graphic scenes, etc.

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    Mu Qing accidently doses Feng Xin with a love potion and has to endure days of seduction from the sex god until it wears off.

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    Feng Xin places Mu Qing’s palm against his chest, where his heart races. “Can it be normal when my heart races at the sight of you?” As he leans to the side, his breath caressing over Mu Qing’s cheek and ear, “Or when I have thoughts of wanting to hold you? When I want to kiss you-”

    Mu Qing shoves his way back, nearly knocking Feng Xin off his feet in his desperate bid to put distance between them. Face flaming red, he stammers, “J-just a f-few d-d-days.” Then he turns and flees the scene, ignoring the low hum of laughter he hears behind him.

    Just a few days. That’s all. Then we can work on Pei Ming’s mission. Together. After a … gods. What have I done? How could I make such a stupid mistake. I bespelled Feng Xin.

    With a love potion.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    A series of unfortunate events lands Xie Lian prone at the feet of one of the most powerful ghosts in the realm and Xie Lian can't keep himself from wanting more... especially when the ghost king is rather nice.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    His hands brushed over what seemed like soft sheets on a mattress and then immediately came to a brusque halt when they touched something unmistakable.

    Skin. The bare skin of someone's hand just mere inches away from him. His eyes flew open and the sight they were met with shocked him frozen.

    On a nice bed, covered in sheets finer than anything he ever owned in his mortal life, resting on a pillow so close he could feel the warmth seeping from his body, was Xie Lian. Asleep, relaxed, a soft smile adorning his slightly parted lips, Xie Lian was sleeping with a peaceful expression, something that Wuming hadn't seen on him for many long years.

     

    or: Hua Cheng and Xie Lian both fall victim to the memory monster. A barely out of Yong'an Wuming wakes up next to pre-third ascension Xie Lian and doesn't exactly know how to deal with that.

    [NOTE: the works in the series aren't related to one another. I just love Amnesiac Hua Cheng...]

    PODFIC AVAILABLE! [link in notes]

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    He xuan convinces Hua Cheng to take a break and go to the mortal realm to share a meal. Hua Cheng takes the opportunity to overindulge in wine. He Xuan can deal with this. However, what He Xuan can’t deal with is running into the god Hua Cheng has been searching for for centuries with a drunken Hua Cheng in tow.

    Shenanigans ensue
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    Minor spoilers for book 4

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Xie Lian escapes Fang Xin Guoshi's coffin and becomes Hua Chengzhu's right hand, while still wearing his mask.

    Also, Xie Lian can hear the prayers of a ghost named San Lang. Wonder what's that about.

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    10 Jun 2026