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The Insignificant Heir by Taeeeevv
Fandoms: LYKN (Band), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF
16 Jul 2026
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Est was never meant to survive the underworld. Gentle, quiet, and artistic, he is completely discarded by his own family when they use him as a sacrificial pawn to settle a massive debt with the city's most ruthless mafia syndicate. Stripped of his freedom, Est is delivered like a signed contract to the sprawling, heavily fortified fortress of William-the notoriously cold, unyielding mafia boss.
Expecting a monster who will break him, Est arrives trembling and terrified. But what he receives is something far more crushing: absolute indifference.
William doesn't abuse him. He simply treats Est like an insignificant piece of furniture. Forced into a gilded cage, Est becomes a ghost in the massive estate, mapping out the hallways just to avoid the William's terrifying, heavy footsteps. When they pass each other, Est bows his head in pure survival instinct, while William walks right past him without a single glance. Est is completely alone, trapped in a silent world where he doesn't matter.
But in a life drenched in blood, greed, and betrayal, a ghost is hard to ignore.
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15 Jul 2026
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THE BOYFRIEND CLAUSE by FICTIONALLYLATE
Fandoms: PondNaravit - Fandom, phuwintang - Fandom, ppnaravit - Fandom, PHUWINTANGSAKYUEN - Fandom, Pondphuwin, Thai Actor RPF, Boylove - Fandom
16 Jul 2026
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Pond Naravit is broke enough to answer a suspiciously vague job listing titled:
"Private Companion Needed for Social Events."
The pay is ridiculous. The expectations seem simple. Pretend to be someone's boyfriend. Attend fancy dinners. Look convincing.
What Pond does not expect is for the client to be Phuwin Tangsakyuen-rich, composed, and rumored to be the kind of person you really shouldn't annoy.
Phuwin didn't expect Pond either.
But somehow the chaotic university student who talks too much and smiles too easily ends up signing the contract anyway.
It's temporary.
Strictly professional.
Just a public arrangement for appearances.
There are rules.
There are boundaries.
And absolutely no emotional involvement.
Unfortunately, Pond has never been very good at following rules.Bookmarked by deepus44
13 Jul 2026
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The Golden Boy's Glitch by iridescentsmile
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, เลือดนายลมหายใจฉัน | My Golden Blood (Thailand TV 2024) RPF, Only Friends: Dream On (Thailand TV 2026) RPF, JossGawin - Fandom
16 Jul 2026
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Alpha Gawin has it all: the looks, the charm, and the "golden boy" reputation of the business department. But behind the perfect smile lies a deeply humiliating secret—he’s a chronic virgin who freezes up the second things get intimate, haunted by a past mistake.
Joss is the university's "God of Engineering." He’s cold, brilliant, and masking a massive secret of his own: he’s not just any Alpha, he's an undisclosed Enigma who despises other Alphas after a past confession went disastrously wrong.
When Gawin tries to smooth talk his way into the good graces of Joss’s Omega best friend, Violet Lee, he expects a standard courtship. Instead, he blunders straight into a messily entangled dynastic family feud—and right into the crosshairs of an Enigma who is about to turn his world completely upside down.
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06 Jul 2026
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An accidental encounter in a beautiful garden forces 10 year old Pond to look into the warm, tear streaked doe eyes of 5 year old Phuwin, and the natural order of the universe shatters.
What happens when a heart born from cruelty discovers a heart so pure?
It plants a parasitic seed.
Obsession
REMINDER: This is not pedo shit ugh. Their love story will be once they're OLDER. I hope I don't attract pedos and shit 😭 I been suffering y'all.
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03 Jul 2026
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To Break a Rule And Melt a Heart by neivywrites
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF, Thai Actor RPF
05 Jul 2026
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To the rest of the school, William is a loud, talented sophomore and one of the most popular members of their school band. He has a flawless record, a perfect reputation, and a devastating secret: Student Council Disciplinary President Est utterly paralyzes him.
One glance from the cold, untouchable president, and William’s confidence evaporates, leaving him a breathless, stuttering mess who can't even form a single sentence.
Desperate to finally get his crush to notice him, William takes his friends' chaotic advice and purposely breaks a school rule for the very first time. He steps into the disciplinary office expecting a ruthless lecture.
A harsh scolding.
And maybe a detention.
He expects the worst possible scenario. But when the heavy office door locks behind him, the interrogation takes a sharp, suffocating turn.
...Because William knows that Est doesn’t pay him any real attention. For him, the untouchable president thought he was just a distant afterthought — a noisy underclassman, or simply his friend’s younger brother. In Est’s orderly world, William convinces himself he barely exists.
He knows that.
...Or does he?
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30 Jun 2026
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How To Ruin An Assassination by Hollowdaydreams
Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
06 Jul 2026
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Fadel's assignment should have been simple.
Find the target. Kill the target. Go home.
Instead, the target keeps bringing Peach everywhere.
Then Kim decides someone has ordered a hit on Peach.
Then Rome tells Thee.
Then half the criminal underworld starts investigating a murder plot that doesn't exist.
Fadel is beginning to understand why some assassins drink.
This takes place after my series “Unexpected Consequences”. Can be read as a standalone.Bookmarked by deepus44
27 Jun 2026
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Love me twice by CaptainScarlet
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF, Pondphuwin
14 Jul 2026
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When the famous actor Phuwin Tangsakuyen ruins his image by getting drunk and causing chaos over the internet, his parents decide he needs a Manager who is strict, who can improve Phuwin's behaviour and save him from himself...
Enter Pond Naravit Letratkosum, who makes Phuwin's life hell with rules, schedules and micromanagement.
Phuwin thinks love will mellow him down, so he texts Pond pretending to be a girl...
But he didn't think there's a possibility of really falling for Pond!Bookmarked by deepus44
16 Jun 2026
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Study with me by Lunaestt
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF, WilliamEst - Fandom
16 May 2026
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where est watches a random study streamer at 2am… until the streamer starts talking to him like he’s been watching est all along.
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16 May 2026
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Break the Silence by lingeringsnow
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF
11 Jul 2026
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Desperate to escape his abusive relationship, William flees halfway across the country, hoping to start a new life in the anonymity of Bangkok.
What he doesn't expect is to run into Est Supha—the one person that knows about his dark past.
What he expects even less is for Est to be the one to slowly break down the walls around his heart, and teach him how to love again.
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10 May 2026
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If misery loves company, I'm dragging you down with me by Midnight_tokki
Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)
16 Jun 2026
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***May 2026 update - Currently on hiatus due to burnout!***
In life there are those who sit at the top of the food chain and those at the bottom. The hunter and the prey, strong and weak, rich and poor. Boston’s father made sure to carve the mantra into his brain since childhood.
“Always stay on top, never let them take you down. Never let them see your weaknesses.”
Nick wasn’t supposed to be anything more than convenient, but something about those bright doe-eyes and that shy, awkward disposition made him want to keep coming back. Was it just the novelty he offered? Infatuation? Or maybe it was something deeper, something dangerous.
Without realizing it, Nick had become important in some way. He was a vice, an addiction, a weakness—and weaknesses needed to be destroyed.——
Originally started as a re-write of the canon through the eyes of Boston and Nick, but quickly diverges into the deeper psychology of anger, loss of identity, and the effects of trauma.
(If you're a long time reader, yes I did rewrite the synopsis)Bookmarked by deepus44
03 May 2026
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Undying Devotion, Silk Chains, and Saintly Vows by Nicsessity (orphan_account), WhorribleBeach
Fandoms: ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), GMMTV
21 Feb 2026
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Phuwin Tangsakyuen is the precious heir of one of the wealthiest families in the country, a miracle child draped in designer silk who treats the world like his personal stage. When he sets his sights on Pond Naravit, the campus golden boy and Engineering 'Saint' with a spotless reputation, he expects nothing more than a simple game of breaking a perfect man’s composure.
As staged accidents melt into quiet afternoon cocoa runs and shared secrets, Phuwin’s curiosity spirals into a fierce and all-consuming obsession. He no longer just seeks Pond’s attention, but instead demands to own every second of his time and every corner of his mind. While most would be terrified by such possessive intensity, Pond finds a desperate beauty in being the object of Phuwin's fixation. Beneath his saintly exterior, Pond offers a terrifyingly quiet devotion and answers Phuwin’s obsession with a worship that borders on the divine. To Pond, Phuwin is not just an heir to be tolerated but a deity to be adored, and he will go to any lengths to prove that his saintly vows belong to Phuwin alone.
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14 Mar 2026
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Speak of the Devil by Okonomakimak
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) RPF
12 May 2025
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It started with a TikTok video, a spur of the moment decision, and Porsche desperately invoking the name of Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakul—Bangkok’s most dangerous mafia heir (allegedly)and everyone's favorite non-celeb celebrity in a very expensive suit—to get out of a very dangerous situation his good-for-nothing uncle put him through.
Porsche didn’t mean for everything to happen. He definitely didn’t mean for Kinn to hear it.
This was why you never speak of a devil’s name. How does one pay the devil when he comes collecting payment for a favor?
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13 Mar 2026
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By My Design by cassieetheshortee
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, Actor RPF, ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), Boys Love (2006)
25 May 2026
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Pond Naravit thinks his rise in the industry is luck, talent, and perseverance. He doesn’t know that someone has been shaping every audition, every opportunity, every seemingly random success.
Phuwin Tangsakyuen is quiet, intelligent, and devoted—but his devotion comes with a price.
And soon, Pond will realize that the man watching him isn’t just a supporter… he’s the one who controls everything.
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08 Mar 2026
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Chorus and Chlorine by CakeWaltz93
Fandoms: William Jakrapatr Kaewpanpong/Est Supha Sangaworawong - Fandom, เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV)
09 Nov 2025
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At first, William wanted a body like Est’s.
Turns out he wanted Est.
Between family barbecues, napkin diagrams about flip turns, and a festival hand-hold, William falls hard—then is told to leave and build a life first.
Two years, one promise, and the echo of a kiss on poolside tile. When the clock runs out, will Est still be waiting?Bookmarked by deepus44
03 Mar 2026
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Between Two Flames by Frenchtoastcrunch
Fandoms: ตัวนาย ตัวแทน | My Stand-In (TV) RPF, ตัวนาย ตัวแทน | My Stand-In (TV)
02 Mar 2026
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Originally, Joe wasn’t supposed to exist beyond the cameras. He was the soft solution to a hard problem, the PR experiment meant to humanize Ming Kiragun, to soften the sharp edges of the billionaire businessman the media called “The Cold Prince.” It was the ultimate Cinderella story, played out for public consumption. Every smile, every hand held, every quiet moment captured just enough to make the world believe that the untouchable heir had a beating heart. And somewhere along the way, the experiment stopped being just a story. Ming fell for Joe. Hard.
Joe became the beating heart of the Kiragun empire, who reminded Ming that life didn’t always have to be calculated in profits and strategy.
Ming loved him with every part of his cold, disciplined heart.
But he loved Tong too, in a way that made him forget the present, in a way that made him look away. He assumed Joe's patience, his enduring spirit, and the ring on his finger would keep him there.
It didn’t.
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16 Feb 2026
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Somewhere Between A Cat And A Person, I Found You by anxietea_xoxo
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF, เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), LYKN (Band)
07 Apr 2026
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When William finds a mysterious stray cat outside his apartment, he never expects it to choose him and never suspects the cat is more than it seems.
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16 Feb 2026
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Out of My League by Estlvr
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF
10 Feb 2026
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Out of his league, out of his reach—until William decides otherwise.
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10 Feb 2026
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The Phantom Of A Shadow 🥀🪞 by Ladywhistledown01
Fandoms: ไขคดีเป็น เห็นคดีตาย | Dare You to Death (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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When Thailand's most beloved on-screen partner, the fiercely protective alpha actor Pond Naravit, discovers his delicate omega co-star and best friend, Phuwin, is being terrorized by a relentless, anonymous stalker, he makes a vow.
Publicly, he is Phuwin's golden-retriever best friend, the shy alpha who blushes at his touch. Privately, he wages a solitary war. He manipulates threats and stages dangers only he can "save" Phuwin from, all to keep the beautiful, innocent omega sheltered within the orbit of his care. It is a possessive, secret crusade where the lines between protection and obsession bleed together. To Pond, every calculated move is a necessary sin to keep his most precious person safe.
But when the stalker's game escalates to a violent and terrifying breach of Phuwin's home, the carefully constructed world begins to crack. The case is assigned to two contrasting officers: the intense, by-the-book alpha detective, Jade-all muscular intensity and sun-tanned scars-and his brilliant, elegantly handsome omega senior, Inspector Kamin, whose sharp mind and calm demeanor see patterns others miss.- Language:
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05 Feb 2026
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Under My Skin by ppwtang
Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), Thai Actor RPF
17 May 2026
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"You are my abyss, Pond. And Nietzsche says, 'If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.'"
"I'm not just gazing, Sparrow," Pond whispered, biting the tip of his nose. "I am the abyss itself. And you keep jumping, knowing you'll crash to the bottom."
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Pond Naravit is the chaos, a rock star held together by ink, adrenaline, and violence. Phuwin Tang is the order: a meticulous tattoo artist with a "perfect" life and a hidden addiction to being ruined. When a scandal threatens to destroy his band, Pond seeks the only relief he knows: Pain. And Phuwin is the only canvas willing to bleed for him.
A story about mutual destruction and the dirty secret of being a "Ghost Track."
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05 Feb 2026
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Porchay was giving him that wide eyed defiant-betrayed look he always used when Porsche wouldn’t let him stay up and watch another episode of a drama, or the rare times a fight was scheduled on one of their movie nights.
Usually in situations like this Porsche would end up caving in seconds.
He could never resist those wide brown eyes that reminded him so much of their mother, especially not when that look always came with a sheen of tears.
Porsche would always relent to one more episode, and usually ended up not going to the fight even if that meant he was late on their mortgage payment that month.
But not with this.
Not even Porchay’s puppy dog eyes could sway him with this.
This being Porsche’s worst fucking nightmare.
Because Kimhant Theerapanyakun was standing in their house leaning against the wall facing Porsche, eyes dead and expression blank.Or, Porchay comes clean about him and Kim's relationship.
Porsche loses his fucking mind.Bookmarked by deepus44
18 Jan 2026