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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    Mizi grinned and asked, "Are you gonna tell him you like him? Maybe ask him out?"

    Till scoffed. "Never. No way in hell."

    "Why not?" Oh, she definitely thought this was hilarious.

    "Well," Till started, because he'd seen it happen before, "he could say yes because he's bored, then treat me like shit for a few days so I break up with him instead of just saying no."

    "He only does that to the more persistent girls," Mizi added, then giggled. "Wow. Wait. He's actually so horrible for that."

    "He is," Till groaned. "Sua's right, my taste in guys is trash."

    or, Till confesses to Ivan. It goes worse than he thought it would, which is saying a lot.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Park Moondae is a central, integral member of TeStar. This is an absolute fact for every member, no doubt about it. Such love for their beloved member eventually turned into an aggressive need to collect and consume. But honestly, they’re just showing their support to their very kind (very pretty) member. Why is that so hard to understand? No, it’s not weird, shut up.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    His members? Obsessed with him? Sure, they were a little clingy and overbearing and weirdly affectionate sometimes but they’ve always been like that.

    …Right?

    (Alternatively: The Testar members love Moondae maybe a little too much.)

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    25 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    It is difficult to say anything more. If he did, he’d be bearing his heart out to an all too familiar face, yet be faced with an indifference that would break him. He need not say more.

    Frustratingly, Flame Reaver tilts his head like a confused dog, the mannerism so similar to his Deliverer. “Is that all your questions, crowned prince?” It asks.

    And perhaps, like a fool, he had one more. He indulges in asking, the romanticism of it all echoing his lover’s love for fairy tales,

    “Did we perhaps meet in my library in the next life, Flame Reaver? Is Mydei of any loop always fated to be with his Phainon?”

    “No.”

    -

    Mydei and the Chrysos Heirs visit the grave of their sole sacrifice.

    (I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF I GAVE THEM A HAPPY ENDING IN THE NEXT* LIFE)

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    23 Apr 2025

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    Chu Wanning has dreamt of it once.

    The two of them dressed in red, confirming to the world what they were to each other. Mo Ran, older than he was during their ghost marriage, looking at Chu Wanning with an eagerness that spoke of only a happy lifetime together in love.

    (Mo Ran has been telling everyone that he and Chu Wanning are married. If only Chu Wanning had any idea when this marriage had even taken place.)

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    12 Apr 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 92

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    The breeze sifted sweetly through the openings of the pillars lining the drop-off, and the gossamer curtains that draped from the arches fluttered effervescent around them. Phainon turned to Mydei then, his gaze soft and rueful.

    "Mydeimos,” he said, his hand finding Mydei’s and drawing a sharp, anticipatory inhale from the Kremnoan prince. “You once told me your weakness, and now I will tell you mine.”

    Mydei’s heart sank and a terrible pit churned in his stomach. “You don't need—”

    Phainon interrupted him with a half-hearted shake of the head. “If anything happens, Mydeimos, and the other Chrysos Heirs or Okhema… if even Amphoreus itself is threatened because of me, my weakness is you.

    Or in which, Mydei must deal with the consequences of his curse of immortality lasting longer than expected.

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    20 Mar 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Mydeimos. You are not Mydeimos,” Phainon tries his best not to growl it out. Afterall, who knew what sort of tricks Thanatos would try next. “What a cruel prank to play on me.”

    Thanatos crosses their arms and drums their fingers along arms that were distinctly Mydei’s. “You confound me, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae. It is clear that you would listen to him, that you would follow him across the Lethe—so why will you not rest?”

    “You told me he is forbidden from crossing.” Phainon places a hand over his heart to steady himself. “And I find myself incapable of existing without him, whether in life or death.”

    Or in which, Phainon dies but Mydei cannot.
    (Continuation of 1st story in this series.)

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    20 Mar 2025

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    “Hah! You almost sound like you care about me,” Mydei replies in jest, under the expectation that the hero would get too embarrassed and try to refute his claim.

    “Because I do,” Phainon sincerely admits, straining to turn his head to look at his companion. “I do deeply care about you, Mydei.”

    The prince freezes on his tracks, and heat rises to his cheeks. He returns his companion's gaze—and immediately regrets it when he sees the earnest expression on that handsome face.

    Oh, Titans above. He's not joking at all. And why is he looking at me like that?

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    20 Mar 2025

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    “Sooo…” Tribbie begins, soundly smacking her lips.

    “What a situation,” Aglaea laments.

    “I wonder who will help him,” is Trinnon’s two cents.

    “Now’s your cue, De,” Trianne whispers at him from in between her tiny hands, like it wasn't damn obvious his fate was sealed the moment they all looked at him.

    “Splendid idea. Leave it to the homicidal maniac to be his caretaker; what could possibly go wrong?”

    Alternatively: A cursed Phainon can't speak, see or hear. Mydei is tasked with taking care of him until everything's sorted out.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    Chu Wanning had been too embarrassed to allow his Shizun, Mo Ran, to travel with him to Jincheng Lake. He would have been mortified beyond all understanding to have the man he so admired see him fail to receive even one holy weapon, and didn't dare risk it. As always, life found a way to play him for a fool.

    Mo Ran had patiently been waiting for the day his reborn Wanning claimed Tianwen and learned why their destined holy weapons were mirrors of each other. He had turned back and twisted time to have him breathe once more; he would never let his beloved bleed for his sake again.

    The truth of their situation draws golden tears at the acquisition of a golden willow vine, and it will be up to Chu Wanning to decide between his pride and utter surrender to a man who's past he could never understand and a love that would consume him if he let it.

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    24 Jan 2025

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Someone is following Chu Wanning around.

    Chu Wanning never thought of himself as particularly interesting, so he just chooses to ignore it. That person may have taken this as encouragement and starts getting bolder in his actions.

    Normal people might call the person a stalker, but Chu Wanning is not so sure... an "unconventional" suitor, perhaps?

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    17 Jan 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 59

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    In the five years Chu Wanning lays to rest, Mo Ran writes him letters every day and falls in love with storytelling. In the years following their marriage, Chu Wanning teaches Taxian Jun to write and rekindle a memory from the past.

    In the days following Chu Wanning's death, the two never hold a brush quite the same way again.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Chu Wanning has a huge problem - his crush is literally perfect. And because he is perfect…

    “Let’s give you a makeover!” Mo Ran says earnestly. “That way, your crush will definitely accept you!”

    He can survive a five-step makeover with his crush... right?

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    15 Jan 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 63

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    Mo Ran makes his way over to Chu Wanning and reaches out to him, wanting to help set up the plates. "Ah, baobei, let me—" he starts, about to ask for the stack in his hands, when he belatedly registers the endearment he blurted out without thinking. His hands suddenly freeze in midair as his face heats up. Okay, I can totally make this into a joke, or maybe even an insult, call him a baby or something—
     
    But Chu Wanning, the frustratingly-oblivious-yet-completely-adorable devil that he is, actually responds to Mo Ran's address. He turns his head towards him with a tilt, even a little hm? escaping his mouth, and now there is absolutely no way for either of them to get back from this.
     
    Well. At least they're both going down together.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    In a past lifetime, in a time when neither dared to be honest with the other—when one was trapped in hate—Taxian-Jun had frequent nightmares. The proud conqueror is nothing like himself when he’s having nightmares—reduced to a little boy curled into a ball, yearning warmth, affection. Love.

    At first, Chu Wanning pulled away, unsure of what to do as he cried and pleaded with an unseen person to stay, please, don’t leave me. It had to be Shi Mingjing, the one Taxian-Jun was mourning. Surely, he wouldn’t want Chu Wanning to witness his grief, much less soothe him. Chu Wanning, the man who left his true love to die.

    Still, eventually, Chu Wanning began to comfort him. Reached out to rest a hand on Taxian-Jun’s head, patting gently, carding his fingers through dark strands. And it calmed him, somehow, made the weeping fade and subside. So, the next time the nightmares struck, Chu Wanning reached for Taxian-Jun every time, always, no matter how bruised, battered, or aching he felt. No matter how much his own heart was filled with anguish.

    And that’s what he does now.


    Post-canon, in which Chu Wanning comforts Taxian-Jun during his nightmares.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    Wen Qing would probably never know who their nameless cultivator used to be, or what kind of secret grief he hides beneath his bowed shoulders. But the man makes Wei Wuxian smile, in a way he doesn't anymore after Lan Wangji refused to stay for dinner and never visited again. And perhaps, surrounded by death and resentment as they are, perhaps that's enough.

    After wandering the realm for years in the wake of his wife's death, Qingheng-Jun came to the Burial Mounds - And stayed.

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    14 Jan 2025

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    "Just – get it out of your system,” he said quietly, making Mo Ran’s eyes grow even wider.
    “What," he croaked in disbelief.
    "You heard me,” Chu Wanning hissed, then pushed himself against Mo Ran again, "you can’t possibly leave the bus in such a state, anyway."

    A fully packed bus during rush hour is the reason why Chu Wanning ends up on Mo Ran’s lap. How his research partner ended up allowing him to frantically hump his ass, Mo Ran will never understand.

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    14 Jan 2025

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    14 Jan 2025

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    "Wanning, Wanning you'll never believe it! That lover of yours that comes in everyday during your shift is actually two lovers!" she squealed, practically jumping up and down.

    The piping bag nearly fell from Chu Wanning's hand. He choked and put the piping bag down on the counter, lest he make a mess. He turned to Yu-er and cleared his throat "Pardon?"

    Yu-er was so excited she forgot to keep her voice down "They're identical twins!"

    Identical twins...

    Oh, Chu Wanning thought. This was not good.

     

    (or: Ranwan Maid Café + Mo Twins au)

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    13 Jan 2025

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