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    This is his dream. Felix is living his dream.

    He has to remind himself of that, sometimes. The stress is high. Between the dance rehearsals, the music video shoots, the live shows, the interviews, the social media posts, the songwriting, the recording sessions, etc. it can get really hard at times. And those are just the tangible things. The things you can put on a schedule. There are also the less tangible things, like the expectations and industry standards. Maintaining your appearance. Maintaining positive interactions and professionalism with staff and the press and the fans. Not being involved in any scandals.

    Felix didn’t always feel like he was living his dream. Sometimes, he just felt awful and overwhelmed and in desperate need of a break.
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    Or: Lee Felix's slow spiral into drug addiction.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “What are you wearing?” He mutters.

    “Do you like it? It’s kind of big, but it’s comfy.”

    Satoru is being nothing but wholesome, wanting his boyfriend’s honest opinion. He wants to be praised, Sukuna should give him a compliment and leave the room.

    Say the compliment and walk out.

    Simple. Easy.

    a temporary bout of insanity brought on by Satoru in the form of a brief bathroom break and an oversized soft blue shark hoodie.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "You should get a sugar baby," Minho says.

    "You need to get laid but more importantly you need someone to take care of. Someone you're contractually obliged to spoil, someone whose whole job is to let you, and remind you there's more to life than work. It’s not like you can’t afford it."

    Or, Chan's a disaster of a human being and bad at taking care of himself. Enter Felix, newbie sugar baby with his own problems. Together? They might just be something perfect.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Chan cups the back of his head and Felix takes that as his permission to fall apart.

    “Everything is temporary,” Chan mumbles quietly, privately. “Everything but us. We’ll get through this.”

    Chan always knows exactly what Felix needs.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “So, what?” Felix raises an eyebrow. “You’re just that well-adjusted?”

    “Oh, God, no,” Chan laughs. He lets his head fall slightly to the side, his eyes raking over Felix’s form. “I’m just well-fed.”

    And you could be too, he seems to say with his gaze. Felix fights the shiver that runs down his spine at the way that Chan’s eyes linger at his waist, his hips, and then snap back to his face.

    Felix’s life is supposed to be over. Chan puts him back together.

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    25 Jun 2026