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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    Kaiser never realized what he had until it was gone, that of course applying to none other than Alexis Ness himself. After taking him too long for granted, Ness eventually takes his own life, Kaiser following suit shortly after. Except when Kaiser died, he came back. To the day before Alexis left him. Except when he tries to fix things, he fails. Over and over. How many times will Alexis have to die for Kaiser to truly understand him?

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Kaiser’s hand drops from his mouth and comes to a rest on his knee, leaving a dark print on his trousers.
    “I did it.”
    Alexis doesn't run, or retch. He tends to Kaiser’s wounds, at least the ones on his skin; every touch lights Kaiser's nerves up but he does his best to stay still, tilts his head to offer him a better angle, exposing his pulse point, his collarbone.
    “Go home. I'll bury him myself.”
    "I’m not leaving you on your own, ever again."

    It's 199X at the dreary urban outskirts of Berlin. Neglected, invisible Alexis finds Michael at the age of ten and loses him at fourteen. The next time they meet, Michael has spent years trying to kill the boy Alexis has been trying, in turn, to outgrow, but they crash into each other’s orbit all the same and every attempt to stay apart proves itself impossible.
    After all, the past has a habit of clawing its way out of the ground where you buried it.
    So, the day Alexis walks into the house at the end of the street to a corpse on the kitchen floor and his childhood friend drenched in blood, the decision is already made.

    Two teenagers, a dead body and a van: a coming-of-age thriller romance in three acts.

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Sae is sick dying and Rin begs every god to save his brother, but only one answers

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    "There you are." Kaiser smirk at his misery and hold on his waist to not let him get up.

    His hands felt like possessive armour that made goosebumps spread on Ness's body.
    The midfielder is already a timid man when Kaiser comes closer. The striker runs his one hand up to his neck, runs his thumb on his necked soft skin, teasing.

    Ness closes his eyes, can't bear look at those blue eyes all intense and looking at him. Kaiser's breath fall on his face first followed with more closeness but before they close their lips together the door opens again, loudly. (Ness left the door unlocked)

    "What the.."

    And in front of the door, Kaiser standing looking at Ness almost straddling on the lap of a person who, for some reason look exactly like Kaiser.

    Or, for some reason there’s two Kaiser in Ness’s room. And they had an interesting way to find out who’s actually real and who’s not.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    So he played soccer as a quiet rebellion, cast spells on the pitch with his passes, and then he met Michael. Michael, ethereally, impossibly beautiful, like a prince or perhaps even a king, an emperor. Michael, who believed in the unexplainable, in his magic. And Alexis drowned, he drowned in cerulean eyes and sharp insults and a laugh he’d memorised, despite only having truly seen it twice.

    Oh shit. Maybe I am gay.

    Or: In which Alexis desperately needs a hug, Michael gets relationship advice from Itoshi Sae of all people, and they hurt each other enough to learn that the worst (best) kind of healing comes from separation.

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    18 Jun 2026