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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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- English
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- 47,304
- Chapters:
- 17/?
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- 2,700
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05 Jun 2026
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Boston.
Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?
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Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.
And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.
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- English
- Words:
- 78,319
- Chapters:
- 18/?
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- 1,595
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29 Apr 2026
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Don't Think Too Hard by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.
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- Part 1 of Don't Think 'Verse
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- English
- Words:
- 67,714
- Chapters:
- 32/?
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- 12
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28 Apr 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by sweetshane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
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- English
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- 65,368
- Chapters:
- 15/25
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- 1,312
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- 3,458
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28 Apr 2026
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Vivid Ink | Tattoo artist Ilya AU by jacemorgensterns
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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26 Apr 2026
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Ilya just shakes his head, then he's walking forwards. "Stop talking Hollander."
He takes Shane's face between his hands and kisses him - right on the mouth....
Or. Hollanov fic inspired by Alex and Henry from 'Red, White and Royal Blue' where Shane is the first son of Canada and Ilya is a Russian Prince
Basically I combined my favourite parts of Heated Rivalry and RWARB just because I can't stop thinking about Hollanov or FirstPrince
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24 Apr 2026
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Not Nothing by dayybreak
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander sends a courtesy text to the wrong number.
Ilya Rozanov answers.
What starts as an accident turns into a habit — late-night messages, honesty, and a version of Shane that exists without an audience.
Ilya figures out who he’s talking to long before Shane does.
He doesn’t say anything.
Instead, he keeps replying.
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- English
- Words:
- 92,469
- Chapters:
- 23/?
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- 827
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05 Apr 2026
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find your way back home by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Hi, solnyshko.”
The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.
“Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.
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When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.
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- English
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- 112,340
- Chapters:
- 22/22
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27 Mar 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
- Words:
- 222,222
- Chapters:
- 28/28
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- 17,543
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27 Mar 2026
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26 Mar 2026
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Ilya’s still learning what Shane likes and needs, observing him quietly because Shane’s not so forthcoming with what he wants unless he’s certain it’s what he’s supposed to want. But it’s not until Shane reaches back and grabs Ilya’s hip to pull him closer, pressing their bodies together and taking some of Ilya’s weight, that he realises Shane’s been studying Ilya the same way.
“I’m trying to take care of you.”
“Why?” Ilya says, instead of something safer.
Shane twists over his shoulder to frown at him. “Because I want to? Because you’re tired and sad and not feeling well?”
“Oh.” Ilya pulls his bottom lip through his teeth. “But I…”
“I think maybe we both fucked up tonight?” Shane says tentatively.
“No, is not your fault.” Ilya rubs a hand over Shane’s shoulder and then kisses it, wet and soft. “You’re good.”
Shane hums like he’s not convinced. He turns and drapes his arms over Ilya’s shoulders, still pressed close. “After this, will you…”
“Yes,” Ilya says, his mind sharpening attentively, “Tell me what you need.”Or: They communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.
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- Part 1 of tell me what you need
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- English
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- 29,873
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 190
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18 Mar 2026
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Neil's been on his feet for the last thirty-six hours. His leg is aching, his interns are all idiots, his charge nurse thinks he should've gone home hours ago, but Neil can't bring himself to leave the knowing chaos of the ER.
He tells himself he'll see one more patient. One more, then he'll clock out.
Except, Neil's last patient of the day turns out to be a professional exy player, who's just punched another doctor, might be hiding some knives, and seems determined to notice everything Neil is trying to hide.
And, well - maybe Neil doesn't want to hide from one Andrew Minyard.
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Neil is an emergency physician and Andrew is a pro exy player who keeps finding himself in Neil's ER. Oblivious flirting ensues.
Kevin's there too. Just...being Kevin.
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- English
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- 33,802
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 3
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- 173
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07 Mar 2026
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You Don't Know It But You Already Miss Me by Spittingoffthedge
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Oct 2025
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His eyes shot back to Andrew, who was studying him intently, and he couldn’t keep his mouth shut, “Wait a minute, are you flirting with me?”
Andrew’s smirk returned, and he leaned back in his chair, the picture of nonchalance — except Neil had to become incredibly adept at reading people from a young age, so he was able to spot the tension lining the other man’s broad shoulders. “Have been for the past year, but thanks for noticing.” The blonde said, and Neil just stared at him stupidly.
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A little highschool fic with WITSEC, oblivious Neil and mysterious bad boy Andrew Minyard. Inspired by a tikotok sound, because apparently everything can be related back to Andreil.
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- English
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- 28,870
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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15 Sep 2025
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Neil’s (somewhat) peaceful life crumbles when he, along with a few Foxes, discover that Andrew is a book boyfriend.
This sets off a chain of events that eventually leads to two realizations that Neil had missed the entire time: (1) that Andrew was stupidly hot, and (2) Neil was painfully, awkwardly, and undoubtedly attracted to Andrew’s brand of hotness.
Unfortunately, Neil made the mistake telling the Foxes of his new affliction, and now they’re in a crusade to get Neil and Andrew together.
It all goes downhill from there.
(It also goes uphill from there, but don’t tell Nicky that.)
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11 Sep 2025
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"Let him think I hate him. If that’ll stop him from risking his neck for me over and over again, then it’s a sacrifice I don’t have to think twice about."
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Arthur finds out Merlin has magic. He also finds out how often Merlin risked his life for him and so, he does the only thing he can think of to protect him: banishment.
Hurt and angry, Merlin leaves and swears to not look back.
But, when two years pass and Morgana shows up at Merlin’s door, urging him to fill Gaius’ position as Court Physician, Merlin agrees. He really doesn’t know why, but Arthur is sure Merlin would do just about anything to get on his nerves.
Unprepared for the shock of seeing Merlin back in the castle, Arthur is forced to speed along his plans to lift the ban on magic. But between stubborn councilors, a mysterious plague, a still angry Merlin, and Morgana being Morgana, Arthur is fairly certain he’ll lose his mind before the first year of his reign even ends.
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- Part 1 of All of You
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- English
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- 212,508
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- 66/67
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22 Aug 2025
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Andrew has finally managed to steal Neil away from the Nest, but Riko wants Neil back, and he'll stop at nothing to get his revenge. They're not out of the woods yet.
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- Part 3 of Out of the Ashes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,194
- Chapters:
- 22/?
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- 1,089
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18 Jan 2025
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tattooed on my heart by bisexualsharks
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
14 Jun 2024
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“That’s cool,” Charlie said, claiming the other seat and picking up an iPad, “So, what do you want?”
“Um, I’d like a tattoo, please,” Nick replied, picking at the skin by his thumbnail.
Charlie threw back his head and laughed, “Right, well, you’ve come to the right place, then. Do you have an idea of… what kind of tattoo you’d like?”
Temporarily stunned by the way Charlie’s face had shifted when he let out a genuine laugh, Nick had to take a moment to formulate his thoughts, “Right, sorry. I have sort of a vague idea? There’s a few elements I’d like to try and include?”
Charlie nodded, opening a blank page on his iPad, “Alright, what are you thinking? I’ll do pretty much anything. The only things I won’t tattoo are: hate symbols, offensive content, and Taylor Swift lyrics.”
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the one where Charlie is a tattoo artist, and Nick needs to shake up his life a little bit.
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- English
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- 70,000
- Chapters:
- 14/?
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- 612
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06 Jan 2025
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Neil Josten has started to make a place for himself with Palmetto State University's Swim team. But with a team in shambles, a past creeping around the corner, and a demented super star out for his skin, that place seems tenuous at best. At least he still has the water - he'll still probably get himself killed though.
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- Part 2 of Of Ocean Tides
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04 Jan 2025
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cherry flavoured by charliesnelsons for virgosun, ihavetoomuchfreetime, frenchkiss
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
07 Nov 2023
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“What’s going on over there?” Elle said, sniffling. “I feel like I’ve missed something.”
“Oh, not much,” Tao hummed. “It’s just that… Charlie wants to snog the next door neighbour.”
Charlie groaned, digging the heels of his palms into his eyes. A flush painted his entire body the colour of the cherry tree seedlings outside.
“Tao, come on,” Isaac said. Charlie thought, finally. They’ve had their fun and they’re going to leave it alone now. “Charlie wants to shag the next-door neighbour.”
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the one where Charlie moves in across the hall from Nick, Charlie can't sleep, and they fall in love over late night talks on Charlie's balcony
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19 Dec 2024
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Nick Nelson is doing so much better. He's got a good job as the Head Carpenter at Habitat for Humanity in Philadelphia, has good friends, and has navigated his way through a rough couple of years only to emerge a stronger, more self-assured, and passionate version of himself. But then he gets a message from Charlie Spring. Yeah, that Charlie Spring. His former best friend. The first person he ever loved. The person he drunkenly confessed his feelings to in a move so chaotic that Charlie hasn't spoken to him since. Can this new and improved version of Nick find a way to be friends with Charlie again without getting his heart broken for a second time?
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A song that really feels like it hits the notes of this story is Ivy by Frank Ocean. Take a listen to get into the mood.
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- English
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- 222,924
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- 28/28
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01 Dec 2024