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    Ilya's 5 ways to seduce Pretty Canadian Hockey Players:

    1. 9 inches is required
    2. Must be best at Hockey
    3. Fuck him so good that you ruin both yourself and him for anyone else
    4. Open your fucking mouth and talk to him
    5. Do not make him an angry kitten by marrying anyone else, or even suggesting it...

    After 7 years, Ilya Rozanov realizes that his feelings have grown beyond his control. What would happen if Ilya chose direct communication vs beating around the bush during the Tuna Meltdown? How would things change if Ilya and Shane had people in their corner from the beginning?

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane's single, but that's only because he hasn't found the right woman yet, obvi. Luckily, he's got an appointment with a matchmaker and it's sure to go well, right? RIGHT?!

     

    Or, Shane makes an appointment with a matchmaker, who turns out to be the sexiest man on the planet, and it definitely doesn't go exactly how he planned.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "There in the photo was a young man in a hammock with a serene lake behind him, bathed in an orange sunset. A book was open in his lap and he was smiling up at the camera, easy and relaxed. Ilya didn’t think he’d ever seen anyone look so effortlessly gorgeous in a pair of ratty sweatpants and a bleach-stained t-shirt. He also didn’t think he’d ever find a personal family photo of Shane Hollander, the up-and-coming hockey sensation from Canada who had gone missing in November of 2008, in a thrift shop in Boston."

    Ilya and Shane never met at world juniors because Shane vanished without a trace. Against all logic, he appears almost two years later in Ilya's dreams. Those dreams begin to blur the line between fiction and reality, becoming muddy and impossible to navigate. As Ilya falls in love with a dead man, he finds that he cares less and less about those lines. When the opportunity to solve the mystery and bring closure to Shane's parents presents itself, Ilya must face whatever reality may truly be, even if that means losing the love of his life for good.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    After a violent incident, Shane Hollander's management team and parents hire him a bodyguard.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    26 Jun 2026