cloudedapathy
Fandoms
- BIGBANG (Korea Band) (3)
- SHINee (2)
- Blue Period (Manga) (1)
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"Was it worth it?"
If you sell your soul in one life, can you get it back in the next?
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The demon approaches him, gets close enough their noses could brush if one turned their head the wrong way. "You're quite beautiful."
"All angels are."
"I don't think so." His breath is warm, not hot like flames as described of demons. Sinfully warm.
"Then it is your own ego," The angel whispers, allowing their noses to bump into each other. "We are the same."
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How Jonghyun and Seunghyun came together.
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- Part 1 of Close My Eyes, Close My Heart
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There are only two tubes of paint next to him; black and deep red. He doesn't much know what he's doing with this. He only does what feels right. A brush stroke here, his finger there, a dab from the palette knife somewhere.
After a while, he concludes that nothing at all feels right. Or, maybe, it's all right, in different ways. Maybe it's all in his head. Maybe he's making excuses for his shitty painting and shitty personality. Maybe he's just too distant from his body to even have this conversation with himself right now. Maybe. Or, he's full of shit and just an awful person. A failure of a human being.
**NOT A REFERENCE TO TOP OR HIS PERSONAL EXPERIENCES. THESE ARE MY OWN EXPERIENCES.**
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Where do people go when they die? Is Heaven a real place? Do we become stardust and float throughout space for eternity? Are we reincarnated?
These thoughts consumed Yatora. He wondered, if somewhere out there, Yotasuke knew what he was thinking. His heart tore with sorrow. Perhaps his thoughts were a distant novel, hazy, fragmented, and inherently unfinished, but a composition of his rawest self for Yotasuke’s entertainment.
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Close My Eyes, Close My Heart by cloudedapathy, orphan_account
Fandom BIGBANG (Band), SHINee
24 Nov 2025
- Words:
- 13,882
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 1
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After dating for years, Seunghyun leaves the country unexpectedly and doesn't come back. Jiyong eventually moves on and begins seeing someone else, only for Seunghyun to return and throw a spanner in the works. This story is about how Jiyong and Seunghyun reconnect and cope with the changes and their love for one another.
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After the end of Ephemeral Gaze World Tour, Taemin shares his deeply hidden feelings with Jonghyun. Insecurities, unhealead old and fresh wounds appear, but also feelings of love, true connection, emotional healing and hope.
"I’m truly happy. I mean it. It doesn’t mean that everything is okay, or that I’m not going to face more hardships. It just means that I can see clearly the things that are worth fighting for. It means that I truly feel the love I receive from people, that I accept myself enough to know that I deserve this love, and that I’m worthy of it. I want to be better and I’ll keep trying every day, until the end."
Bookmarked by cloudedapathy
13 Oct 2025