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    Four months ago, when Shane Hollander agreed to tattoo a tramp stamp on Boston’s star center, Ilya Rozanov, he certainly wasn’t expecting to get an almost-boyfriend out of the ordeal.

    Good thing Ottawa is just a short drive.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    the mention of bartok the magnificent has me swooning... this series is so filthy and so amazing

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    holy shit...

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    Shane combs at his hair, trying to hide the gray by getting the rest of his hair to fall over it.

    Of course, Ilya notices Shane’s preoccupation immediately, and only a second later, his eyes lock on the hair.

    In the mirror, Shane watches a shit-eating grin spread over his husband’s face.

    “Don’t,” he warns.

    “Hollander, Hollander. No need to do this.”

    Shane frowns. “Do what?”

    Ilya comes to stand behind him, hands resting on his hips, chin dropped to Shane’s shoulder. “You are already better hockey player. No need to give Hunter competition for sexiest grandpa.”

    “Oh my God, fuck off.” Shane elbows him in the gut.

    Ilya takes the hit and doesn’t even move, just laughs in Shane’s ear before pressing a kiss to the hair. “Relax, sweetheart. Stressing only gives you more grays.”

    Or: Shane gets a gray hair, and he and Ilya realize they have different problems, these days.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    the most domestic life to ever domestic... i've been charmed into bookmarking my first fic to include #fart as a tag

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    10 Jun 2026

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    omg this is a new comfort read... ilya as a soci major?? twin

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    “You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”

    Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.

    Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.

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    23 May 2026

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    it's one of those nights where my body refuses to retire to sleep... this kept me in great company <3 xoxo