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A life partly forgotten; a love story remembered out of order. Harry resents this past version, the one he can’t access on demand. The one who looks at home in Draco Malfoy’s arms.
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05 Feb 2026
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Andrew knows he treats Neil different. So why is it so bothersome that everyone else seems to know it, too?
Five times Neil gets boyfriend privileges, and one time it doesn't piss Andrew off.
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23 Jan 2026
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"James." Regulus rasped. James leaned back and shook his head gently.
"Not this time, baby." He muttered quietly, raising his hand and tracing a path down the edge of Regulus' cheek, who shuddered subtly in response. "I told you I'd wait until you acknowledged you wanted to do it again."
"Can I?" Regulus burst out breathlessly "Can I indulge without being forced to face the consequences, without having to acknowledge what it..." Regulus trailed off, closing his eyes. When he reopened them, James shook his head softly, an alarmingly open expression of sympathy and fondness in his eyes.
"Not with this, sweetheart," James responded gently. "You'll just have to decide whether it's worth it."
James Potter is a cocky arrogant git who gets into people's business when no one wants him to
Regulus hates him
He hates him but is the only one who can save him
Yet Regulus knows he can only keep him, or keep him safe. He only knows of one way he can ensure James Potter lives. And if it breaks his heart, so be it.This fic will be split into two parts. The first set in Hogwarts, the second set outside of it, before and during the war.
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28 Dec 2025
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All James wants is to get back at Lily, his on-again-off-again girlfriend. Maybe his best friend’s brother and his sworn enemy isn’t the right choice for that.
All Regulus wants is to win his family home from Narcissa in a battle of inheritance. James Potter is the key to doing that. So what if he uses James? Regulus is being used as well.
A dare, a debt, a family feud, and a few fistfights later, someone falls in love. Everything falls apart.
Still, it turns out the love they seek can be found in the strangest of places.
“You're doing what wrong?”
“…Life. Is this how it should be, blacking out every weekend, sleeping around recklessly? Coasting by from one numbing minute to the next?”
Smoke spilled from Barty’s mouth, and he looked over at Regulus, his eyes unreadable. “People like us don’t have the privilege of doing it another way, do we?”
Regulus paused at that. “Who are people like us?” he asked, his voice faint.
“Damaged, fucked up people. We didn’t grow up normal. We don’t get to be normal now.”
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26 Dec 2025