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Eventually, Buck stumbles upon a TikTok he likes. It’s a feral, tabby cat that’s scared of humans and it’s composed of a montage of how it gradually starts to trust its foster family, turning from lonely and distrustful to loving and happy. It’s too cute not to share and Tommy watches the video, before smiling and looking up at Buck like he knows something Buck doesn’t.
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Wherein a depressed Buck tries to run off to New York when he has an emotional breakdown, leaving behind his sister that he recently reunited with. As a favor to Chimney, Tommy cashes in on a debt Buck owes him: He has to stay with Tommy in his house and be provided for for thirty days.
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27 Jun 2026
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After learning the truth about why he was born, Buck makes the most deliberate choice of his life: he applies to Asterbridge House, a private matchmaking service he’s been saving for since he was eighteen, because more than anything, he wants a spouse, children, and a home that lasts.
He does not expect to be matched with Tommy Kinard.
Tommy is older, steadier, richer, and far better at seeing through Buck than Buck is ready for. He listens carefully, kisses gently, and makes room for Buck exactly as he is, which would be easier to enjoy if Buck’s family didn’t think he was making a mistake. It would be easier still if Maddie wasn’t trying to fix his life for him, or if wanting something for himself didn’t feel so much like betraying everyone else’s expectations.
Somewhere between first dates, family betrayals, crossed lines, and one very bad fire, Buck has to figure out whether he can stop asking permission to want the life he actually wants — and whether Tommy might be a place to land.
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17 Jun 2026
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The music was too loud to have a meaningful conversation, but they tried. Tommy handed him another drink. Buck was too focused on not getting jostled and spilling the overpriced alcohol all over the both of them, so he missed the context, when Tommy said, ”Puppy?”
A bit of a non sequitur, but Buck didn't think anything of it. He had been called a golden retriever before, so he laughed and said, ”I mean, yeah.”
Tommy's whole face crinkled in a smile. ”Yeah, you are.”
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03 Jun 2026
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January 21st 1910. After a year of retiring from the monster-hunting business, Tommy Kinard is still haunted by the nightmares of his past. On top of that, he is dragged back into his old life as a new monster terrorizes the city. Turning to unconventional means to finally get a good night's sleep, ridding his nightmares, Tommy keeps finding himself dreaming of a mysterious man named Evan, who feels all too real. Unbeknownst to him, Evan was not just some man that keeps popping up in his mind, but a vampire.
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12 May 2026
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Being high sucks, is the thing. Evan Buckley does not want to get high. He wants to not feel like jumping off a bridge. He wants to not care that no one really sees him anymore. He wants to forget about Bonnie and Daniel and Bobby and Chim's constant fucking sniping and Maddie telling him he should learn to be alone and Hen accusing him along with everyone of not checking in and Eddie calling him a self-obsessed drama queen who didn't try hard enough to save the man he loved like a father.
He wants to forget the way it felt to have a gun pointed at his head. He wants to forget the threatening sneer of some nobody homophobe. He wants to forget how he screwed up the best relationship he's ever had. He wants to forget being used and lied to when he tried to connect with people. He wants to forget the blood dripping from Bobby's nose. He wants to stop feeling everything for a while.
He wants to stop being afraid. He wants his body to stop panicking at normal sounds. He wants to stop seeing her in his nightmares, wants to stop seeing the gun actually fire and jerking awake soaked in sweat and for a minute thinking he remembered it wrong and he's dead, actually, or Eddie is.
He just wants some peace.
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01 Apr 2026