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    "Someone did this to me."

    Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?

    "You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.

    Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.

    "I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."

    • • • • •

    Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Every time a text came through about flight times, Shane thought that would be the last one. That Ilya would say, no, actually, but I cannot come to your home over the summer and fuck you in your bed for two weeks and kiss and play house like we are boyfriends, because we are hockey rivals and this has been a seven year long mistake. Also, I will be blocking your phone number and never want to see you again unless I am beating you on the ice.

    He had doubted every second until Ilya was finally in his car in the airport parking garage.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Lily: are you clean?
    Me: what?
    Me: i mean yes obviously
    Me: but why?
    Lily: if you want, i will fuck you raw after we play tonight

    Boston, 2015. Ilya has a suggestion.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov carefully inspects it, traces the scar tissue with the tips of his fingers.

    "You cut yourself," he says simply, doesn't even say it to Shane, eyes still transfixed onto the skin.

    or, early hollanov talk self harm scars

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ilya hit a sore spot and he knows it. He can’t find it in him to care. Months of seeing the two of them on the cover of every magazine and coverage of her in a fucking Hollander jersey cheering him on in Montreal. Not to mention he sees it every time he closes his eyes. And Hollander’s look of pure terror after he called him Shane for the first time.

    or: shane meets ilya that night after the club in episode 4.

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    12 Jun 2026