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I Have No Idea What To Feel When I Can Only Feel Him by butterphiiss
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Jan 2026
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Dean lives his life—barely– after Cas is gone. He tracks the days, the weeks, the months. He prays every day, he cries and mourns for hours. Sam is beyond worried, but he knows he can't do much other than to be there.
Cas is here, in secret. Invisible. He watches, waits, comes at night to put Dean into a peaceful sleep over the one he sets himself into through buckets of tears and dried blood on a jacket. Dean catches him one night, alive and breathing and even singing to Dean.
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Castiel Novak hates Dean Winchester. He's cocky, arrogant, annoying, and painfully handsome. But, what happens when they spin the bottle on eachother for Seven Minutes in Heaven?
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Dean, Castiel, Gabriel and Sam take Jack for a Day at the Beach.
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02 May 2026
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"Leave if you're scared." Cas trembles. Eyes never leaving Dean's.
Dean takes in the sight before him. He knows werewolves. He's met his share over the years. Not only as a hunter but as whatever he can be labeled as in this barren, monster-ridden wasteland of his own making. More than that, if there is one thing Dean knows more than anything, it's Castiel. "I'm not." He means it.
"I don't think I can control myself around you."
"You won't hurt me." Something strange passes over Castiel's scruffy face as he finally looks away that Dean can't discern. Almost like hurting him isn't what Cas is concerned about.
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On a mission with a possible lead to the location of the Colt, Castiel gets bitten by a werewolf. The bite leaves Cas with some lingering effects and instincts he's afraid he can't control.
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26 Apr 2026
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dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Apr 2021
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Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.
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Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."
"What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."
"Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."
"Easier said than done."
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20 Apr 2026
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The media goes into a frenzy when A-list actor Dean Winchester's soulmark is captured in a paparazzi photo—especially since he recently started dating co-star, Lisa Braeden.
Hundreds of miles away at college, Castiel Novak recognizes Dean's mark as his own. However, he doesn't feel motivated to do anything about it when Dean's quotes to the press make it clear he doesn't believe in destiny and that he's happy with his current relationship.
And yet, in spite of repeatedly telling his cousin Gabriel that he and Dean live in two different worlds that aren't meant to collide, the book he is publishing behind his mother's back becomes surprisingly successful. He agrees to let it get turned into a movie—a movie that will star none other than Dean Winchester.
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19 Apr 2026
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"...but beings with wings were never meant to be caged, and that's all Dean's heart was. A giant, iron cage meant to trap those gullible enough to believe it could be anything more than."
Yes the title is written like that on purpose and no I will not apologize
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19 Apr 2026