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    What if no one got seriously injured that night on the ice between Boston and Montreal, but it’s Yuna and David that suffer the consequences of that night's game.

    Shane gets the devastating news in front of the press. Ilya intervenes at any cost — including their secrets and pissing off a locker room full of Voyageurs.

    There are unexpected consequences when Ilya Rozanov is left in charge of the plan.

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    19 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Hughie gets an infection from a gunshot wound and M.M. worries.

    Or an excuse for me to write Hughie whump and the boys caring for him

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    19 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Hughie knew hiding his anxiety from the others was a mistake, but he was only human... and by this point his mistakes were the only thing he had left to call his own.

    Or...

    I'm taking full advantage of Hughie being a Billy Joel fan and using his music in songfics and fic titles.

    Fight me.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane knows his mother would love him if he left the Metros, but he also knows that he could never give her a reason good enough for him to do so. She'd have an excuse, have a reason, have a way to make any event be something he could handle or deal with. They could probably make him commit murder, and she'd brush it off, let alone if Shane finally got tired of the weirdly racist and definitely homophobic comments that got made daily.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    [They get married. Cliff officiates, which leads to more laughter than normal in a wedding. Cliff retires and moves a few blocks away, which means he's around enough to become a fixture. So do a handful of ex-teammates and friends from the league who haven't let them disappear.]

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    While enjoying a night out at The Kingfisher, Ilya is sporting some very concerning bruises. After drunkenly revealing to Scott that Jane is Shane Hollander, Scott takes it upon himself to give Shane the Shovel Talk.

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    Scott thinks Shane is abusing Ilya, so he ropes Carter Vaughn and Eric Bennet into kidnapping Shane and threatening to kill him.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    [“The gun!?” Scott freaks out and sees Carter in the rearview mirror pressing a finger to his lips. Oh god this was not part of the plan. They're going rogue. "We didn't talk about a gun! Where did you get a gun!?"

    “Here,” Eric says and hands Carter a hair curler. “Careful, it’s loaded.”]

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    “Yay!” Ilya giggles and throws his head back, settling back into the pillows. He smiles dreamily at Shane. “I’m glad I didn’t kill myself.”
    Shane freezes and Scott stiffens. His words come out slowly, horrified by what he’s just heard. Maybe it was a fluke or an offhanded dead joke. “What did you say?”

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    Ilya suffers a concussion and while high on pain medication, he accidentally reveals his attempt the previous summer.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    [There’s a strangely murderous intent to Scott’s tone that strikes fear into Shane. Just who the fuck was Scott Hunter to Ilya? Why this protective behavior?]

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

    *This fic is a standalone, and you don't need to read the other fics in this series

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    13 Jun 2026

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    scott and kip the gay dads that ilya needed

  9. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You’re Ilya Rozanov, right?” Dimirty walks up to Ilya and holds out his hand with a smile. “Captain, yes?”
    Ilya nods, “Yes.” Did… did Dimitry not recognize him? Was he so old he was becoming like Grigori? A little spark of hope shoots through him. He could do this, he could survive this again. Four months, and then he’d be gone for good. And besides, he’s older now. He’s not a kid, he’s not Dimirty’s type anymore.

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    When LeClaire goes on paternity leave and the new guest coach is brought in, Ilya finds himself facing old traumas and gaining new ones. Ilya thought he’d been able to escape the man who assaulted him and leave his traumas behind for good. Instead, Ilya finds himself in the same predicament he did when he was just a kid in Russia. He thinks no one notices his suffering, but Cliff Marlow does, and so does Scott Hunter. Together, they do their best to protect Ilya from his old coach.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    extremely horrifying but i do love cliff sticking to his gut here

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    When Cliff Marlow is entrusted with Roz’s spare key, he makes it his mission not to screw it up. It’s just one key, after all. How hard could it possibly be? But when he shows up unannounced one day, he realizes it might not be all that simple after all.

    Or… how Cliff finds out about Ilya’s chronic pain.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    [Cliff startled back, staring at the figure before him. At the shaking, clearly fucking terrified kid. It looked so foreign and unfamiliar and wrong to see a guy like Ilya look so fucking scared.

    A thought suddenly struck him. He felt his stomach turn.

    Was someone from the staff giving it to him? Pressuring him? Taking advantage of an ambitious fucking teenager with broken english? Everyone knew Roz didn’t have family around, had no one visiting him or checking in.]

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Rozanov
    hello this is ilya rozanov

    Rozanov
    can you please stop with this

    Rozanov
    i am not homophobic

    Rozanov
    hollander is not homophobic 

    Rozanov
    you are making my life very hard🙄🙄

    Vaughny
    maybe u should stop being a homophobic asshole

    Scott
    Well, I’m glad to hear you’re not homophobic but I’d love to see some actual proof of that first.

    Rozanov
    i hate you both

    Rozanov
    one moment

    Rozanov
    i wanted to send picture of me fucking my boyfriend as proof

    Rozanov
    but he said no😣😣😣😣

    (after a misunderstanding, ilya is cancelled for being homophobic to scott hunter. when shane and ilya announce their friendship, shane is also cancelled for the association with a 'homophobe')

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    12 Jun 2026

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    [@therealilyarozanov ✔️
    now i have been outed by idiot pike, i would like formal apology from scott hunter, carter vaughn and whole of twitter]

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    5 times Shane and Ilya paired off during a fight + 1 time they could not.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya should have been scratched before the game against Montreal, but what was a little bronchitis in the face of Boston's legendary rivalry? When he collapsed during a face off, Cliff assumed he was going to be the one nursing his sick friend back to health. Instead, he became party to one of the best kept secrets in Major League Hockey.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    It’s the most famous cold case in hockey history. Up-and-coming Russian phenom Ilya Rozanov mysteriously vanishes the summer before his rookie season. Despite extensive police work, no trace of the young superstar is ever found.

    Shane Hollander remembers Ilya Rozanov. Better than most. And now, several years retired and with two highly successful hockey biographies under his belt, he’s taking a crack at the mystery that’s haunted his own career with strings of what-ifs and memories revisited so often they’ve softened like old cotton.

    Perhaps now, with the long eye of perspective between him and those memories, he can unravel the short lifetime of the man poised to become his biggest rival and best kept secret. Travelling to Russia he searches for stories and the answers they hold.

    If only this damn dog that’s apparently a local cryptid would stop raiding his trash cans.

     
    It has wandered this place for years. It knows every stream, every hill, every tree. Every pale, flat face in the place of straight lines. It does not know this face.

    But it remembers dark eyes and star-dots across the cheeks.
    It cannot remember its own name.

    But it remembers him.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    In Hockey, when a fight breaks out, all other players pair off with a player on the opposite team to prevent anybody else from entering the fight. It's a form of self policing to prevent a 2 on 1. Players guard their man to stop unfair play.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov always pair off during fights. It's apparently a tradition, and the fans can't get enough of it.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    ENDING WITH SHANE GETTING THE CONCUSSION IS BRUTAL

    ilya yearning for that 1:1, marly exposing roz cause he’s tired of his bs, the playground games, the bets, truly reread and reread

    [Cliff Marleau just liked a tweet about Hollander and Rozanov being best friends. MARLEAU. FATHER WHAT DO YOU KNOW?

    Please, that is the face of a man who is dealing with Ilya Rozanov astral-projecting to bother him.

    Dunkin Deez Nuts 
@sh1ping0ff2B0ston
    Fuck they play well together.
    Cliff Marleau
    @sh1ping0ff2B0ston
    It's because they're obsessed with each other.]

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    10 Jun 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Irina Rozanova wasn't planning on killing herself today. But suddenly she's holding a bottle full of pills and wishing she could sleep forever.

    Until her son comes home early and Irina realizes she has to take hold of the lifeline offered to her over a decade ago.

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    07 Jun 2026

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