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  1. Rec *

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    What wouldn't I do
    To place my hand against your chest; to feel your heart beating strong
    Your breath is my soul,
    Your pulse is my song.

     

    A story of obsession.

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    03 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i’m scared for this one BUT i wanna try it once i put my big boy pants on.

    i wish i never put those fucking pants on. this fic is heroin and i’m a desperate addict. a sickening, beautiful tragedy.

  2. Rec *

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    There was another student here.

    Tom recognized him vaguely—while transfer students were not necessarily uncommon due to the war, they were rare enough to at least make an impression. This particular transfer student was in his year, sorted into Ravenclaw after an impressively long hat stall. He looked like he might be descended from the Potter line, but he did not share the surname so his lineage was of no particular interest to Tom. Nothing about him was of particular interest to Tom, in fact, and yet here he stood, holding the book that Tom had come here to find.

    It would be a good time to turn away. The Restricted Section was restricted for a reason—only books documenting extremely dangerous or extremely advanced magic were stored here.

    Tom’s feet, however, suddenly felt as if they were made of lead. It wasn’t magic keeping him tied down, but something far more mysterious like curiosity or even fate. In any case, the delay was all it took for the Ravenclaw to lift his chin and meet Tom’s eyes.

    This Ravenclaw, Tom realized, had eyes as blindingly green as the Killing Curse.

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    29 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    harry: *opens chest, sees heart missing*
    tom: *evil cackling whilst running away*
    harry: THEIF !!!!

    heheh idiots. i love em.

    also the epilogue is so sickeningly delicious ugh. i want to kiss their foreheads. incredible.

  3. Rec *

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    The second time Voldemort strikes Harry Potter with the Killing Curse, it fails in a new way.

    This time, instead of ending a life, it creates one.

    The eyes are Harry’s, obviously. The texture, the wildness of the jet-black hair, that’s Harry’s, too. A trait from Lily, a trait from James.

    But the rest… The shape of the face, the nose, the mouth… The more Harry looks at the boy’s sleeping face, the more he sees Tom Riddle in miniature.

    A trait from Lily, a trait from James…

    And the rest from their murderer.

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    29 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    voldemort: ah finally time to kill my teenage nemesis
    harry: …
    voldemort: any last words, nemesis ???
    harry: … congrats it’s a boy !!!
    voldemort: WHAT IN THE FUCK

    i love these weirdos so much

  4. Rec *

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    "My murderer," Tom croons to him, Harry's pulse racing beneath his grip.
    "You'll never know the irony of that," Harry rolls his eyes.

    Harry Potter is a time-travelling, furious mess and he is going to kill the Dark Lord. Like most of his plans, things do not work out.
    Tom should not be so obsessed with his would-be murderer.

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    23 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    harry: *appears out of nowhere*
    Tom: … ???
    Harry: time to die mother fucke—
    Tom: i say… let’s kiss

    i love these repressed, homicidal idiots <3

  5. Rec *

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    Now that Harry is back at Hogwarts with Hermione for eighth year, he realises that something’s missing from his life, and it either has to do with Ron, his boggart, Snape, or Malfoy. Furthermore, what, exactly, does it mean when one’s life is defined by the desire to simultaneously impress and annoy a portrait? Harry has no idea; he’s too busy trying not to be in love with Malfoy to care.

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    if you want your entire perspective on life upended and to fall into a pit of reflection this is the fic for YOU 🫵🏼

    harry is such a cinnamon roll that looks like a cinnamon roll and i want to pat his head and tell him he’s brill.

    also #awkwardboner 🤜🏼🤛🏼