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When Jack comes home late from a SWAT call, looking like every fantasy Robby has ever had, they crash together like they haven't in months. The moment Robby's hand slides into Jack's pants the fantasy shatters. Jack can't get hard, hasn't been able to for weeks, and suddenly three months of "it's fine" come crashing down around them. Sometimes love means taking pills together, laughing through the awkwardness, and rediscovering that even at fifty you can still have sex so good you need to set a timer for the ER.
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20 Jun 2026
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It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.
When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is leaving for the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.
Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMC, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.
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13 Jun 2026
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"Just a couple days," Robby said, because he couldn't say what he really meant. Couldn't say, I don't want to leave. Couldn't say, I don't want to go back to my empty condo and my packed bags. Couldn't say, I think I might be in love with you. “Until Duke's out of surgery. Then I'll figure out the trip."
Jack's jaw tightened. He heard the deflection, Robby knew he did, but he didn't push. Just nodded and reached for Robby's wrist tugging him back down.
"Okay, a couple days," Jack offered. "Or longer."
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11 Jun 2026
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"Congrats again on the award; you deserve it." And with that, she disappeared into the crowd.
Probably off to go plan how to hit on Jack. Jack, who this random doctor wanted to have sex with. Here. At the conference.
Intellectually, Robby knew that was what people did at these things. Drunken hookups at conferences were common, though often denied, if not regretted. Robby had never partaken because that was not his speed, but Jack—
Well, Jack had no such qualms. And at an ED medical conference, he was basically a rockstar. He could probably have anyone he wanted.
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10 Jun 2026
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Five times Jack publicly kisses the shit out of a blushing but very happy Robby, and once where Robby returns the favor.
The first scene depicts their first kiss(es) ever, while the rest are all established relationship. Takes place over the course of ~7 years or so.
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- Part 2 of Smoky’s Rabbotfest2026 Fics
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09 Jun 2026