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I like to pretend, sometimes, that I am worth something.
I am nothing but an insufficient imitation of a person.
There is an unbreachable distinction between me and everyone else.
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Who I am, what it means to exist, and why I should not.
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Trouillard by boqqem
Fandoms: ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga), ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime)
27 Mar 2025
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Trouillard;
noun
Someone who is scared of everything.—
Vanitas slowly opened his eyes, a groan escaping him.
“Vanitas?” Noe asked. Vanitas snapped upright, eyes focusing in on Noe. Surprised, weary, calculating, and cold. Noe met his eyes, and his internal panic began tenfold.
Noe knew for a fact that Vanitas’ eyes did not look like that.
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A high ranking curse-bearer manages to sink her fangs into Vanitas and injects him with poison, turning him into his past self. -
délire amoureux by boqqem for KFC_Offical01
Fandoms: ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime), ヴァ二タスの手記 - 望月淳 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas - Mochizuki Jun (Manga)
20 Feb 2025
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Noe didn’t understand the man. As a doctor he should know how dangerous it is to not be covered up. It both shocks and exhausts Noe to no end how reckless the human is with his safety.
“Ah…so that…is your true…name…” Vanitas slurs out, slowly dropping to the ground, the scene playing in slow motion for Noe.
“Vanitas!” Noe yells
“délire amoureux - deliriously in love„
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I asked my friend to tell me a fic to write and they wanted a sickfic, sharing bed, snowed in, hurt comfort, and pining. So I wrote this idiot gay man and smarter but still stupid gay man
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Dark Matter by mysterycyclone
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Jun 2024
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The last thing Peter sees is Tony's horrified, heartbroken expression leaning over him. The guilt in his eyes is almost worse than the burning pain that's taking Peter apart piece by piece. The world starts to go dark.
There's a flash of gold and green. For one moment, he finds himself standing amongst the Guardians and others. And then darkness again. It feels like blinking; an extended period of nothingness that ends as abruptly as it begins. One moment there’s nothing, the next there’s light.
“Easy,” a woman says. Her words are gentle, and carry a slight accent that he can’t place. "I'm called Wonder Woman. What's your name?"
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- Part 1 of Dark Matter Multiverse
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time flies by (bye) by WHYISEVERYNAMETAKEN
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, DCU (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Batman - All Media Types
25 May 2024
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"Maybe," Peter thought, "I can make a life here."
Hence the tears and the guilt and the grief, because was Peter allowed to move on? Was he allowed to… to leave it all behind? Leave all the bad things in the past?
Peter was "The Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man!" after all, and wasn’t he letting Queens - his people - down if he didn’t fight tooth and nail to get back to them?
orPeter's tired. He's so tired, and he doesn't know what to do, but maybe things will get better.
(They do.)
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Spider-Man: Finally Home
technically inspired by Dark Matter by mysterycyclone but really only the "Peter in the DC Universe" partSeries
- Part 1 of Spider-Man: Finally Home
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Aether feels the strain his actions leave on his body, but he does nothing to fix it. So his body decides to take matters into its own hands.
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Or : Aether turns into a child, but due to a series of misunderstandings, everyone thinks Aether is dead.Series
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16 Jan 2024
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Read this too many times and tired of searching up each time
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Harry and Dudley are attacked one evening, and Snape is called to fix it. A child sized Harry, who looks much more like Lily than James at this age, was not what he was expecting.
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- Part 1 of Namesake Necklace
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18 Dec 2023
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Understanding Leads to Change: Book One by Fandomsbeatreality
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Jan 2023
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When Harry wishes for those around him to understand him better, he did not mean that he wanted to have his entire life written down and read aloud. But here he is, trapped in the Room of Requirement with everyone he loves, suffering through a retelling of his entire life in an effort to avoid the tragedies that await them in the Wizarding War.
Takes place during Harry's fifth year, with a more realistic depiction of what how these kids would react to the sheer amount of trauma they are going through.
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- Part 1 of Understanding Leads to Change
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07 Dec 2023