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Eddie and Buck interrupt a robbery in progress.
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"Hi, baby." Eddie whispers in between kisses, and fists Buck's hair when Buck's hands roam over the back of his head and slide down to rest on the nape of his neck. "You smell so good."
Buck whimpers out a breathy moan, and Eddie's hands around Buck tighten their hold while Buck's lips travel over his lips, his nose, kissing all the way to Eddie's jaw.
The beat of Eddie's heart kicks strong against his rib cage as Buck's hot breath tickles his ear, but he gets close to bursting out of his skin when Buck grinds himself against him, licks his earlobe, and whispers into his ear in a way that's so fucking needy and achy that makes Eddie crazy. "Fuck me."
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At his low, Buck uses rough sex as a way of self harm.
Bad Things Happen Bingo: Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
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- Part 18 of Bad Things Happen Bingo - 3
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He couldn't decide what was more of a nightmare: Suffering through the terrifying memories of his tours overseas, the images haunting him while he slept; or waking up to a terrified Buck under his hands, gasping out pleas with what little oxygen he could get.
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crashing, i'm crashing right into you by himbobuckley (tals11) for Jujubee326
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Oct 2022
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Buck gets an unfortunate call while driving and spirals before getting hit by a drunk driver. Surprise, coma!buck is real and can hear the things people (Eddie and Maddie) say while he's unconscious. Follows the struggles Buck deals with while trying to come back and the ones he has to face if he does.
6.07 spec, so the sperm donor issue is a Thing.
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There’s silence for a few moments as Buck struggles to no avail. Then, “Chris misses you.” A face flashes in Buck’s mind. Curly hair, like his. Blue eyes, just a few shades off from his own. Glasses. Big, goofy grin. For a beat, he thinks he’s seeing the child he could have had. Then- no, the name sinks in and no, this isn’t his kid. It’s just the one he wishes was his. “He’s been asking about you, if he can see you. I- I keep telling him no. You- you wouldn’t want him to see you like this, when you can’t respond. I know that. But.. it’s hard Buck,” he admits, his voice breaking, “it’s so hard. I don’t want the next time he sees you to be… to be at a funeral. I really, really need you to come back.”
It’s more painful than the crash itself when Buck realizes he can’t do what the voice is asking.
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- Part 1 of crash into you
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During the fight in the grocery store, Buck finally gives in. Why is he fighting so hard to stay when it's so clear no one wants him to?
But if there's one thing Buck has always been bad at, it's dying.
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After a failed suicide attempt, Buck finally has to confront all the things that led him to the bridge. So does everyone else.