bluphaelion
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real enough to get me through by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
26 Jan 2026
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Jayce’s own breathing echoes back at him in the silence. No more wind, no more eerie automatons creaking and crackling as their faceless heads track his movement. No, he’s somewhere else now, somewhere he never thought he’d see again.
He takes a faltering step. There’s movement somewhere to his left, a stool scraping the floor—and a voice. A voice he’d recognize anywhere.
“Jayce?” That familiar accent, honey-warm and hesitant. Confused.
The crutch falls to the ground with a reverberating clatter that nearly drops Jayce to his knees with the agony it rips through his skull. He’s shaking, he realizes dimly, probably has been for a while. Fear coils its way up his throat—this isn’t real, it can’t be…
“…Jayce. Look at me.”
Before he can move, before he can even breathe, warm, gentle hands are cupping his face. Tilting his chin upward with such care. And when Jayce looks up he sees Viktor’s face, pinched with confusion and worry.
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can’t feel this way forever by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Aug 2024
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Loki’s hands are numb. The room feels stretched out and far away, like the view through a fish-eye lens. He’s suddenly very afraid that he might be losing his mind.
They’re all looking at him. Casey, O.B., B-15, Sylvie, Mobius. And there’s shock on all their faces, and confusion, and dismay—but there’s also concern, and it cuts deeper than a dagger.
So Loki does what he does best, and he hides. He stumbles away, away from the Loom, away from the prying stares, away from everything just for a moment—his breathing is shallow and far too fast, but he can’t stop it. He can’t stop anything except time, so that’s what he does. A flick of his trembling finger freezes everything, leaving him alone in a sudden, eerie silence.
All the time in the world. It’s too much and not enough.
(Or: one too many failed repetitions pushes Loki past his breaking point, frozen in time just before the end of the universe. Mobius finds him anyway.)
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Crowley’s good deed in an Edinburgh graveyard goes unnoticed by Hell (for now). In the meantime, it’s up to Aziraphale to take care of a very drunk, very clingy demon.
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standing guard (i’m falling apart) by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Aug 2022
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Jake shoots bolt upright, gasping and shuddering as a rush of night air chills the sweat sticking the t-shirt to his back. The frantic staccato of his heart is so loud it almost seems to echo in the dark.
Short, ragged breaths rattle his body as he tips his head back against the wall. It’s only been—what, a few days? A week?—since their return from the Duat. Maybe coming back to life fried his brain. Or a bunch of wires got crossed, and now Marc’s nightmares are transferring over to Jake like some sort of weird feedback loop.
Nightmare feels like too childish a description for…whatever that was. He can almost feel the sand between his fingers, blood on his palms, stone walls closing in around him like—
No. Get it together.
(After Harrow’s defeat, Jake is determined to let Marc and Steven enjoy some semblance of a normal life.
Turns out, serving Khonshu in secret is the easy part.)
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i’d like it if you stayed by bluphaelion
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Jun 2022
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“Can I ask you a weird question?”
Layla studies Jake over the rim of her glass, curious but unperturbed. He raises an eyebrow at her.
“How weird?”
For Layla, that word could mean a host of things. He’s anticipating something like an ethically dubious would-you-rather question, or maybe another diatribe about stolen artifacts in museums. Her actual response comes out of left field like a runaway freight train.
“Can I hug you?”
Jake chokes so violently that lemonade sprays back into his eyes.
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Mom Grace by 22FantasyLover22
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
26 Jun 2026
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There their hearts went again, clenching so hard it made them want to cry out.
Because why did Mom never say this to them? Why did it have to be someone who could never be more important to them than a teacher?
Why couldn’t Grace be their mom?
A rendition of sharkfiinn's character Prism getting adopted by Grace.
Series
- Part 1 of Prism the Eridian
Bookmarked by bluphaelion
01 Jul 2026
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Nightmare? How Fix? by Lapin_Calins
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
15 Jun 2026
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Rocky witnesses his first human nightmare, learns a lot about human psychology, and little about himself too.
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16 Jun 2026
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sedated (drag me away from this) by mockiery
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
13 Jun 2026
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The first time he feels the terror, he doesn't understand why. As he barely hangs onto consciousness, the soft silicon presses against his face, enveloping his nose and mouth. The spark of terror catches fire in his chest and quickly spreads across his body. It ignites a screaming inferno within his skull. He forces his eyes open. Everything is red. There's shapes above him. Pure oxygen fills his airways, stale and clinical and familiar and wrong.
Grace's memories of his unwilling medical sedation and forced sacrifice return, vivid and violent. Later, on the journey back to save Rocky, he has night terrors. The thin lines between consciousness, unconsciousness, memory, and nightmare blur.Bookmarked by bluphaelion
14 Jun 2026
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Think I'll Walk Around the Moon Instead by glennjaminhow
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
15 Jun 2026
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Three times Ryland Grace being sick is met with indifference + one time a sentient rock takes it very seriously.
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“Hi,” he says, trying out the word. He sounds snotty and sleepy. “Sorry to bother you. I think… I-I think someone el-else needs to watch my group.”
There’s silence on the other end.
“Why?” is all that comes next.
Inconvenience.
He’s always an inconvenience.
Ryland sucks in a deep breath that leaves him coughing. “I don’t feel… I d-don’t feel very well, and… I t-threw up, and I…”
His voice gives out before he can finish.
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10 Jun 2026
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Finding Our Way Home by count_fagula69
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
31 May 2026
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“Did you guys ever have kids- or hatchlings I guess?”
Rocky goes silent. Not simply in terms of speech. Eridians make noise almost constantly, like the humming of an old CRT. When he goes silent like that...
“We tried.”Rocky and Adrian had a failed clutch that left lasting scars on them both. After all of this time, is it time to try again? Grace sure thinks so.
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03 Jun 2026